Clairetown Siegelytown2h30m walk, fuck I'd *better* be able to get to sleep after this
(went on longest walk I could because of past few days' insomnia)
It didn't work, here I still am, wanted to fall asleep 4 hours ago
Fuck it. Staying up. If whatever part of my body it is insists on being awake, let's be awake as long as possible, see how you like that, me.
Maybe *everyone's* plural, in the sense that not everything that happens within you is a consequence of conscious decisions.
I've done everything I can to not have insomnia and it just hasn't worked. Can't say it isn't me who's doing this, just a *different* part of me.