i hate how it feels as if i'm trying to win an argument whenever we're having a convo abt some stuff we both are interested in. it doesn't exactly become a "who's more knowledgeable" thing but god his tone.
his tone.
istg there's something in it screaming to me that i'm small and will always be less than him.
i can't tell who the problem here is- for now.
till then all i can do is push myself to learn more and maybe try to talk more confidently

my tummy hurts and it's past my bedtime