This post has depressed me this evening.
I stopped going to the dentist because they would disbelieve me when I said I needed five shots because it worked to numb all the pain.

I dont fake.
I dont desire drugs.
I desire pain relief.
I've had four shots, dental work hurt like hell still.
I have had five, the pain was numbed.

To disbelieve me, and not give me the five, caused me so much suffering, I never went back to the dentist since the appointment I only got four shots.

What harm is it to believe people?!
I suffer so much, when people assume something I am not doing.

I dont FAKE my pain.
Rather, I restrain a scream.

People have asked me, why dont I go to the dentist?
Because the dentists dont believe me when I say I need five shots.