nina splendorr 🌻🏳️⚧️it must be so crazy to feel comfortable in your body. like there are people who think they themselves are hot, and enjoy operating under these parameters. this must feel like a superpower they don’t even realize they have
I had a few years where I was in athletic shape, so even though I was dysphoric and hated my own visage, I could at least notice that other people treated me nicer than they had before. I was able to enjoy that to some extent, so long as I avoided all self-reflection (impossible)
but then I see a video of a truly gorgeous woman admiring her own body and partying (and then taking the time to edit this together and post it)
and I’m like……. you live a completely different life than I ever have or will
none of this is news to me, I just felt an abyssal envy and had to reflect on it.
okay, I guess I’ll go play a video game or something so I’ll stop actively hating myself