「黃家駒 Wong Ka Kui」 | (aka: 鳳凰院 凶真 Hououin Kyouma)Mar 21

Okay so I told my mom I wanna die so I can maybe expediate getting medications and she said "I'm concerned, I might leave you out of the will"

https://sh.itjust.works/post/57146874

Okay so I told my mom I wanna die so I can maybe expediate getting medications and she said "I'm concerned, I might leave you out of the will" - sh.itjust.works

She already began transferring some of her assets to my older brother Okay fine then I’ll live on I’ll live in spite… I want my half… why does my older gets stuff and I don’t He doesn’t even love my mom as much I does He never even showed any affection, I did… all the time… Like is my mom really gonna just pretend I didn’t love her?

Show threaddeadbeef79000Mar 21

I’m going to go out on a limb here.

Your mother is the problem.

Show thread「黃家駒 Wong Ka Kui」 | (aka: 鳳凰院 凶真 Hououin Kyouma)

Yes…

Next up the solution…

What to do?

I can go kill myself

I could wander the streets like a homeless person and get addicted to drugs

Or I can stay here where I can maybe get their funding for healthcare…

I’m looking up fast acting treatments and like spravato/esketamine so I get immediate relief but I’m on parents insurance btw.

And idk if they even cover it.

Out of pocket is like $1000 per treatment…

I don’t live in norway where you get free healthcare… (even then, do they even cover this stuff, like if you need it immediately without waiting months…)

My social safety net is my parents wealth…

that’s it…

They cut me off and I’m as good as dead…

My head hurts so much…

Mar 21 at 2:55amWeb
Show threadchickenMar 21
Do what you have to to survive in the near term, but work towards eventual independence if you don’t like your life being the way it is. If you’re always counting on financial support then that will always be something that can get used to control you.
Show thread「黃家駒 Wong Ka Kui」 | (aka: 鳳凰院 凶真 Hououin Kyouma)Mar 21

I mean we are pretty much already under control of the oligarchs ruling this world… wage slavery and all…

I don’t see this being any different…

Show threadchickenMar 21
While we’re always going to be subject to coercion, there are degrees and it’s often possible to get it to be less. Personally I’ve had way less conflicts and disagreements with my parents since I got to a point in my life where I won’t need money from them. In work stuff, it makes a huge difference being in a secure enough position that your life will not fall apart if you quit or fire a client when it’s necessary. It shouldn’t work this way, but control over your life is something you can buy, and it’s really the only thing worth buying.