Eve ✧ 𝔟𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔪𝔞𝔵𝔵𝔦𝔫𝔤Mar 16

The truth about how I resisted the amoral "groupthink" positions of my peers is sadder than just like, I'm more moral than them.

It always felt like my belonging was contingent. That I wasn't part of an in-group. The pressure of conformity meant nothing to me -- I didn't feel included to begin with.

I've been ostracized for being right too soon about israel and COVID. I recognized the former as a racist ethnostate as a literal child, and the latter a prelude to mass eugenics in 2020.

Show threadEve ✧ 𝔟𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔪𝔞𝔵𝔵𝔦𝔫𝔤
When you feel fucked up and wrong your whole life, there's no benefit to parroting the ideology you've been fed -- it doesn't feel good to think the same thing as people with whom you don't feel safe to begin with, and knowing the truth and lying anyway is deeply corrosive to the soul.
Mar 16 at 11:10pmWeb
Show threadEve ✧ 𝔟𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔪𝔞𝔵𝔵𝔦𝔫𝔤Mar 16
Anyway, thanks to my repressed transgender identity for making me feel unsafe in all spaces everywhere for most of my life, and also making me immune to peer pressure.