I'm trapped in a nightmare where I cannot win no matter what I do. If I push I am harassing her but if I don't do anything I might look like I'm not interested.

https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com/2026/03/15/kept-away-more-cancellations/

Kept away, more cancellations

I had everything planned and ready, but you are the main thing missing today.

Diary for my beloved