Loving father

@diaryformybeloved
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A journal for my little girl to see how things played out when she was young. A journey of parental alienation and being a dad. #parenting #children #family
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You captured our first daddy daughter photo together today and I know it is a memory that I am going to treasure for the rest of my life.

https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com/2026/03/22/youre-my-favourite-lunch-date/

You’re my favourite lunch date

The horrid winter days are almost past, but your mum’s persistent hostilities won’t rest.

Diary for my beloved

I’m documenting every chapter so she never has to wonder how much she is loved.

Life is just a series of Sunday afternoons and small adventures, and I’m just lucky enough to be her sidekick in the story. 💕

I'm trapped in a nightmare where I cannot win no matter what I do. If I push I am harassing her but if I don't do anything I might look like I'm not interested.

https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com/2026/03/15/kept-away-more-cancellations/

Kept away, more cancellations

I had everything planned and ready, but you are the main thing missing today.

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An unforgettable weekend, our first overnight

Our first proper weekend together was a perfect success. It has brought me new energy and hope for our future.

I used to watch the clock with a heavy heart but this weekend time belonged to us and I finally felt a bit more like a normal father.

https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com/2026/03/01/an-unforgettable-weekend-our-first-overnight/

An unforgettable weekend, our first overnight

Our first proper weekend together was a perfect success. It has brought me new energy and hope for our future.

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When you pulled my arm for a hug and called me your best friend everything felt right. Those spontaneous kisses are the fuel that gets me through the long weeks without you.

https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com/2026/02/22/lovely-moments-of-affection-and-looking-forward-to-the-big-change/

Lovely moments of affection and looking forward to the big change

A little winter sun provided optimism for our time together despite the animosity from your mum towards our relationship.

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I’m so proud watching you play and explore the world with your beautiful smile. Giving you the special sign for your bedroom door was the highlight of my entire week.

https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com/2026/02/15/a-tough-day-i-feel-knocked-back/

A tough day, I feel knocked back

Handing you back is the hardest part of my week because the silence that follows is a tough reminder of the precious little time we have together.

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I respond to your mother with such caution just to defend my right to care for you. It is exhausting to fight for the tiniest connection while she remains so inflexible.

https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com/2026/02/08/cancellations-again-could-there-be-light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel/

Cancellations again – could there be light at the end of the tunnel?

It’s a sinking feeling to be told I can’t see you but as you grow you’ll be able to express yourself. Perhaps that’s not too far off.

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The high chair is empty and home is far too quiet today. I feel foolish for my optimism when our beautiful plans can evaporate so quickly without any warning.

https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com/2026/02/01/a-double-serving-frustratingly-half-cancelled/

A double serving frustratingly half cancelled

We were meant to have two days together, but however optimistic the reality never seems to favour us.

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Saying goodbye after time together hurts more than anything. I saw you waving at me from under the cargo bike cover. That tiny moment of love is what keeps my heart warm.

https://diaryformybeloved.wordpress.com/2026/01/25/creating-warmth-on-another-frosty-sunday/

Creating warmth on another frosty Sunday

While it seems everything around me rotates around family, I get my 5 hours of mandated court time to see you.

Diary for my beloved