Mastodawn

psychology is a really bizarre thing huh.

I had a really rough scene yesterday- like more intense than Id have liked- and I've already told the guy I dont think I wanna play again.

but theres still this weird part of me thats wants to play within him again. like, we cuddled after and it felt really nice?

idk its like I want affection from him now because he was really hard on me lol.

Something I should probably examine since like, I really dont want the level of intensity I got.

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David the Leather Boy Mar 7

also dont worry Im fine. sometimes you end up in deeper water than you expected. I've hard worse experiences than that. I just dont want to do it again, ya know?

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Trollup 🐾Mar 8

@LeatherBoyDavid was it their intent to push you that far, or are they aware of indeed there is a next time? And I totally get the desire for cuddles in aftercare. The beatings are better when you know they care!

#BDSM #ImpactPlay #masochist #PainPig

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David the Leather Boy

@trollupsx they like giving it hard. I was aware of this. I asked them to pull back and I believe they did.

they have been told that there wont be another time and they said they understood.