I tend to put more personal thoughts and rants here since I have less followers so here goes 😂

I’ve been feeling weird and infantilised (not in a good way) lately.

There’s a cool artist I met at NFC who said he loves my art and how wholesome it is. We were sat around with a bunch of people and I made a joke about drawing something rude. His response was ‘That would ruin my entire impression of you’ and I didn’t have the heart to tell him I draw NSFW once in a blue moon.

Another time a friend of mine started poking fun at my fetlife account, which doesn’t really have anything major out there on it. But I’d listed a few things I like on my profile and he was super weird about it IRL.

I struggle to express my sexuality as it is and it feels like any time I give myself an inch of wiggle room to explore it people are like 😱

Thus I get self conscious and stop 🫠

It’s something I need to work on but idk I just wanted to scream in to the void about it.