I tend to put more personal thoughts and rants here since I have less followers so here goes š
Iāve been feeling weird and infantilised (not in a good way) lately.
Thereās a cool artist I met at NFC who said he loves my art and how wholesome it is. We were sat around with a bunch of people and I made a joke about drawing something rude. His response was āThat would ruin my entire impression of youā and I didnāt have the heart to tell him I draw NSFW once in a blue moon.
Another time a friend of mine started poking fun at my fetlife account, which doesnāt really have anything major out there on it. But Iād listed a few things I like on my profile and he was super weird about it IRL.
I struggle to express my sexuality as it is and it feels like any time I give myself an inch of wiggle room to explore it people are like š±
Thus I get self conscious and stop š«
Itās something I need to work on but idk I just wanted to scream in to the void about it.
ā This is a wild fandom to be in if you're going to judge someone else for having kinks and saucy interests.