This is a trigger warning. This is very graphic.
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As part of my therapy I visualise how those white men raped me as a child... forced me to bend over and penetrate and ejaculate into me.
As part of this process a further memory came
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to me of them laughing and enjoying themselves.
I naturally return to the Now and relax...
I share these thoughts so I SEE them as part of the healing process. Occasionally I re-read posts. I hear the words in my mind. Not everybody hears such or thinks in words. https://jabberwocking.com/do-you-think-in-words-not-everyone-does/
Reading involves three senses: hearing, sight, and touch. This allows such thoughts to permeate deeper into my consciousness sometimes stirring up further memories/thoughts over time and so on...
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This originally popped up on the internet a year ago, but I only heard about it today: Fun fact: some people have an internal narrative and some don't As in, some people's thoughts are like sentences they "hear", and some people just have abstract non-verbal thoughts, and have to consciously verbalize them And most people aren't aware of the other…
Audubon Ballroon (he/him)