I... honestly don't know if it's possible to convey the joy that is transitioning to someone who hasn't experienced it. Like. I barely have the words to explain "I feel happy and alive in ways I didn't know it was possible for me to feel, and I genuinely didn't realise this is what I was missing but now it's the most precious thing in my life" to someone who hasn't had that before and after experience

@darkphoenix hmm but then, I don’t feel the same. I personally had very different positives :3

but at least the „I genuinely didn’t realise this is what I was missing but now it’s the most precious thing in my life“ part is 100% a shared feeling here~