I can’t believe it’s now 5 years to the day since I lost my younger brother. Counter to expectation, the loss seems felt more deeply year after year, though as I also lost my father and my older brother a couple of months before that, I expect that I’ve been stuck in a spiral of numb for the last 5 years, and the feelings that have needed felt are still slowly inching to the surface. I miss you, Joel, but I seek to be thankful that you no longer suffer. Would that we all could find such grace.