Goiterzan/Amygdalai LamaMy nonsense, my philosophizing, I see it as an unmasking, the long, lifelong effort to see through the world's Allistic mask, sort of. I forgive myself and everyone for falling short, it's a global cartel if you're not still living, "in the stone age," as they backwardsly say, if you're not one of the remaining Indigenous people still living a truly Indigenous life, then the principle applies, I'm sure it has a better, shorter name, the deconstructionist horizon is the one I remember, that you can't know what is hidden from view.
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This is all of my arguing with people, with my fellow Autists, trying to unmask us all from the world of Allistic thinking.
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I'm trying to remember what it was, I caught myself in a terrible one recently, found out I had blindly incorporated some Allistic science in my system many steps ago, and there's something I have to stop saying . . . sorry, not remembering exactly what ATM.
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But that's the idea, seek and destroy what purely Allistic human science, history, and knowledge generally remains in my head and replace it with what comes from either the real world, or at least from my own type's built in nonsense.
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We are all raised in the cartel, it's no-one's failing not to find their way to the truth, the truth has been hidden, a riddle wrapped in a mystery, buried inside an enigma.
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When I'm not being a total white aspie prick (WAP), I'll admit I'm surely not finding the Truth, but only finding my own neurology. Not big T Truth, but at least my neurological truth. I hope that much at least.
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A big one I do remember, is one here just lately, where people trace human problems to ancient brain sections, and I think I failed to make myself clear, that this is Allistic thinking, that the roots of our modern problems are ancient physiology - it is clear to me, where I am in my mad internal life, that this is Allistic storytelling, gaslighting, to say, these problems have their roots in ancient animal evolution and so are just the way it is. It is central in all their religions and schools of thought that nothing ever changes, it's trilobyte aggression, Babe, sorry.
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Ah, missed it again, haven't I.
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They say either, it's because of millions of years ago, meaning the lizard brain or some such - or they talk about 5,000 BCE as "forever," nothing between chimpanzees and the agricultural revolution. Either way, no change since, none that matters, either way, "functionally," forever.
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There's no motion, no change, no causality, just misery forever, no hope. I hear something like, "the lizard brain," and my hope deficit increases again, they insist there is no other way things ever were or ever can be.
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The direction of change in the real world of human beings is not positive - but that there is change is positive, and it's true, there is. Chimpanzees destroying the whole planet in only ten million years, that is change, unimaginable change - there can be unimaginable change, but I guess the chimps didn't believe everything was inevitable and forever, why do we?
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. . . endless stream of consciousness rant, sorry. I'm taking a break. 💜
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#actuallyautistic #ActualllyAutistic #autism @autistics #philosophy
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This is all of my arguing with people, with my fellow Autists, trying to unmask us all from the world of Allistic thinking.
.
I'm trying to remember what it was, I caught myself in a terrible one recently, found out I had blindly incorporated some Allistic science in my system many steps ago, and there's something I have to stop saying . . . sorry, not remembering exactly what ATM.
.
But that's the idea, seek and destroy what purely Allistic human science, history, and knowledge generally remains in my head and replace it with what comes from either the real world, or at least from my own type's built in nonsense.
.
We are all raised in the cartel, it's no-one's failing not to find their way to the truth, the truth has been hidden, a riddle wrapped in a mystery, buried inside an enigma.
.
When I'm not being a total white aspie prick (WAP), I'll admit I'm surely not finding the Truth, but only finding my own neurology. Not big T Truth, but at least my neurological truth. I hope that much at least.
.
A big one I do remember, is one here just lately, where people trace human problems to ancient brain sections, and I think I failed to make myself clear, that this is Allistic thinking, that the roots of our modern problems are ancient physiology - it is clear to me, where I am in my mad internal life, that this is Allistic storytelling, gaslighting, to say, these problems have their roots in ancient animal evolution and so are just the way it is. It is central in all their religions and schools of thought that nothing ever changes, it's trilobyte aggression, Babe, sorry.
.
Ah, missed it again, haven't I.
.
They say either, it's because of millions of years ago, meaning the lizard brain or some such - or they talk about 5,000 BCE as "forever," nothing between chimpanzees and the agricultural revolution. Either way, no change since, none that matters, either way, "functionally," forever.
.
There's no motion, no change, no causality, just misery forever, no hope. I hear something like, "the lizard brain," and my hope deficit increases again, they insist there is no other way things ever were or ever can be.
.
The direction of change in the real world of human beings is not positive - but that there is change is positive, and it's true, there is. Chimpanzees destroying the whole planet in only ten million years, that is change, unimaginable change - there can be unimaginable change, but I guess the chimps didn't believe everything was inevitable and forever, why do we?
.
. . . endless stream of consciousness rant, sorry. I'm taking a break. 💜
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#actuallyautistic #ActualllyAutistic #autism @autistics #philosophy