@saul ❤️❤️❤️
The optimistic take here is that all signs point to you primarily being in an environment that isn’t supporting you as a person, or your life goals.
And that is very possible to change!
You won’t magically land in a new city/country and find all your problems vanished, and it will take work to find and build community, but I suspect you’ll find that once you’ve found your place and your people you’ll begin to heal and start feeling this incredible untapped potential.