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what is it that my life hangs on to?
the deprivation of life? in this never-ending depression
wanting a connection, when i'm just a text
desperately wanting to live
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might aswell post my pics here
i wanna stare at the sky all day and feel the wind
hello everyone
if it's not the time, it's not the time
what's up with me getting me getting so horny recentlyy, it's makin me go desiring what i don't have 😭
one of these days, idk wtf is gonna happen
Andre (left) and his brother Mike (right)

I realized I have this thing called Puer Aeternus (childlike view of the world), like the college degree I'm stuck on, and maybe also on how I approach trying to find love, instead of working hard to leave my country and go somewhere gay accepting, I instead just lay in bed, look online, hoping he's there. It's like me avoiding to commit working hard because I have this childlike fantasy that the world is supposed to be better, easier, lighter, brighter.

https://youtu.be/2Z3RcXlNaMw?si=_6_mbIhxLQcXS_nF

#mentalhealth

You're Stuck Because You Refuse to Grow Up

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first time calf raises yesterday. i've never felt em like this 😭
also so many men that are just for funsies, or married 😭 is there not an interest-based matching site that i can look for men that is in my interest