might aswell post my pics here
the deprivation of life? in this never-ending depression
wanting a connection, when i'm just a text
desperately wanting to live
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I realized I have this thing called Puer Aeternus (childlike view of the world), like the college degree I'm stuck on, and maybe also on how I approach trying to find love, instead of working hard to leave my country and go somewhere gay accepting, I instead just lay in bed, look online, hoping he's there. It's like me avoiding to commit working hard because I have this childlike fantasy that the world is supposed to be better, easier, lighter, brighter.