Skylar 🦑 🎃Oct 7
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#puppygirl that do this?
Feb 21, 2025 at 2:54amWeb
Show threadcallie-fornicationFeb 21, 2025
@deumi i was always the person that was told that I'm really smart but got horrible grades all throughout school because i couldn't keep up with the work due to my inability to half ass my way through the boring and meaningless assignments like everybody else. through early education i pretty much didn't do anything because none of the work was interesting, and therefore mentally stimulating to my adhd brain. upon getting into high school, i put 100% into the assignments that allowed me to intellectually stimulate myself, and put no effort whatsoever into everything that didn't. over years and years of this i grew an immense sense of internalized shame due to my total inability to excel within the rigid standard of success present in academics despite my demonstrably above average ability in most of my subjects. i viewed myself as a failure, and pretending to be a dog allowed me to both distract myself from that chronic internalized shame by turning my brain off for a bit, and feel like less of a fuckup by submitting to an authority figure that loves and cares about me, as i was unable to do throughout my childhood.

so anyways, woof woof:3
Show threadkira for scaleMar 30, 2025
@caligula9997 @deumi LOLLLL omfg my experience was so similar to that. i didnt cut loose until my last year of hs when i overloaded my schedule but only with classes i thought were cool. i did so well i got an A in one class even though i shitspanked the final project because i ran out of time
Show thread𓊈Pepperz 🦴𓊉Mar 29, 2025
@deumi too real especially if finding a job in your education is impossible
Show thread§-57213, shapeshifting dollbotMar 29, 2025
@deumi …i need ears and a tail
Show threadwalkies enthusiastMar 30, 2025
@deumi wym top
Show threadkira for scaleMar 30, 2025
@deumi as someone who completely fucked up at education the first time due to Stupid Dummy & is doing it again in their 30s also due to Stupid DUmmy i am now both of these at once
Show threadapophisMar 30, 2025
@deumi looks like a bottom student
Show threadCats Who Code (cursed)Mar 30, 2025
@deumi so wrong yet so amazing 🐕