Well, I hope it was good to you.. to F with The Alien so ff much. I'm just your Eeryclassmate in the end. You totally just my bullies, deal wit it. Nobody on this planet is real. Thought I TOLD YOU in the other Life
.... then you SHOULD NOT HAVE F*cked with your sister so much. I'm only yousis™
🏷. Helena don't you Remember "Eline at Horizon, the basicschool" yeah, I totally was a Losereline already. You could smell the way my life was gonna derail. That's why, this was my Fashion™ you don't REMEMBER? Helena, weird.
Helena: "it was easy to smell from your butt! Yes"
Eline: you're saying my butt was out?
Helena: "WHAT, you just said it!"
Eline: I didn't EVEN swear
Helena: "you could smell from your Butt that your life was gonna derail as you would get older. Your butt was APPARENT in your jeans. Absolutely it was there"
Eline: well thanks for finally admitting it, Helena. That I was just cool and my butt was just there just like yours. Holy hallelujah thank God. Without a butt life is hard, what's your ⚫️?
Helena: "your butt was there and it was just Noticeable. So, maybe that's why your life derailed. I guess you became a sletje arrogant. You could smell it a little in the air"
Eline: Listy
●. my Butt was just there and totally nicely Proportioned. Barely a butt like that ass of yours.
●. you said smell on my Butt, my Butt was never out my pants at all.
●. You smelled it in the air, but I was UNPOPULAR girl. It was you who was hailed as the new Rebelqueen.
✔️. WHAT made you think I'd sletty
Helena: "yeah, you were just a girl dressed in jeans.. very very skinny. Being not popular so much, didn't even have a bf. That was Devika"
Eline: exactly, I just had a tiny butt and it was always in my pants. I was mf unpopular also. Don't get so much where you got that from. It's a Rumor isn't it. I grew up a lot, I know stuff now. Helena just tell me please. I'm still your best friend
Helena: "there was a Rumor going around about you though, there was"
Eline: okay, so tell me. What was it?
Helena: "that you were a Sletty for the Slay. It was a #Rumor about you Eline! I didn't wanna say"
Eline: hahahahaha, what they say and WHY do that mean my life is gonna Derail. I'm LMAO
Helena: "they said he touched your butt and you didn't even scream!"
Eline: he totally did yes, it was in the Line to go back into school. Thought you were beside me, maybe it was Shirin. Thought several saw it happen, guess not because I didn't scream. Hahahahaha
Helena: "I totally WAS, why you crazy"
Eline: he just PINCHED it very hard, what I'm supposed to do.. scream?
Helena: "what is YOUR ISH"
Eline: WHAT
Helena: "okay Fine, it must've hurt ya. At least it hurt"
Eline: Helena you're such a Christian, it barely came from your lips
Helena: "so did it?"
Eline: not so much, feel like I'm at the Doctor. Girl just get to the point
Helena: "so what is this, just explain ya. Totally crazy story"
Eline: fine, I'll explain. Phew at least we know now how the rumor came to be. I'm happy already yk
THE STORY
Slay was just a boy in my Class, Helena knows him. He was just the baddest one, he got in fights and he was put alone on this private bench close to the teacher. I didn't Likey him at all! I mean, I didn't care about his Reputation but I liked Fabian. Fabian didn't even talk to me and dated mostly Shirin, though. I was with Heleen, when the teacher put us apart for Helena to get more popular. She got a bit of that, so he pushed it further. By, taking her away from me
.... as if! I was only there to Socialize the losers, the uglies. Heleen came to school looking like a farmer, and now she was all cool. Getting confessions from boys and the teacher wasn't blind to see, I had a thing to do wit it. So, he took Heleen as if she was done with training. Instead gave me a new Loser to turn cool. It was Cindy
I REFUSED, I didn't even get it so I told the teacher to his face. "Why did you do this?" I told him I'd send my mama to talk, don't know if my mama did. But he did Promise to turn it back, he didn't. I asked him multiple times "when it's gonna be me back with Heleen?"
.... I didn't get it, but he didn't. So, instead I started to REBEL. I was always good to teachers, respectful. Now I got a bit more loose wit that. I would just stay standing when he told the class to "sit, break is over" I just took a little longer and he noticed, but ignored it. I mostly just went over to where he put Helena, also at thymes it wasn't really allowed. I sneaked away to her "Side of Popular girls" they were all SO annoying. Thinky they so cool. Samantha was nice though
Helena was getting a Reputation as a "Bad Girl" while I was the one she took most tips from. Just a Fact. Then she just easyditched me for the "Cool Gang" while I was left with smelly Cindy. I missed her
... it was not nice she stole it from me, but Slay comes in the picture around this time. He hates the teacher, so maybe he related. I didn't think so much about. But, he did NOTHING but some looks maybe. He didn't show a thing. I only grew suspicion. Until suddenly one afternoon, after break.. we had to go back in. I was standing in the Line next to Helena. I know Slay is behind me, I saw him! He grabbed my butt, I didn't react at all. Didn't even turn my head, maybe a while later just to check
🏷. On the playground Slay would always fight with others and the teacher sometimes actually fought HIM, with arms and fists and everything. Such a Jerk.
I HAD to check if it was really him! I mean, you never know. I know what girls think, but.. I'm not so easily fazed at all. So he grabbed my butt, felt like a pinch to me. I wasn't SO impressed honestly.. it was cute though. Then girls THINK I'm gonna make a scene there. WHY would I scream, that's totally mf emberassing. It would only get him punished also, I was not gonna! I just kept it secret as much as Possible, didn't tell nobody I think. It was MY THING.

... don't know what he did, he probably didn't tell nobody either. He's not that kind of boy. I think somebody saw him Do it, I told you!! He was not careful, I turn my head back and see his friend snicker while he's trying to pretend just like me.

"Nothing happened, what's your ish?"

I never hear about it ever! It's just a thing that happened in the Line, nobody seems to have seen. But then, it's all so crazy. Slay seems to do get punished more, the teacher is even harder on him after. But he's rebelling like a Drunk boy now, just running after anyone. I notice also, WHY does he then ignore me after? I don't know a thing more than that it's secret between us. Don't make a connection, maybe it was then. It wasn't so deep, but he just IGNORED me completely without explaining
... I know boys don't EXPLAIN, but I also can't know everything. So, I'm just worried about him. There was nothing between us but the weird Buttpinch anyway, I don't make big deals. He was part of the Class and we were really close. He was being Bullied by the teacher, I was PISSED to be honest. I stood up for him once. Chaos had broken loose a little at the end of that year. Everybody running around at breakthyme. Slay was running with a Ruler
I go up to him and try to be humorous, then he's acting crazy.. so in the end I'm just running after him. Then he runs after me with the Ruler, he was pissed but not at me. I could tell okay! I didn't KNOW exactly what was going on, I just missed him being funny to me. Even if it was only the one time. I thought maybe that he liked me, and then suddenly he acted so weird. It was over before it even started, you know.
... I didn't know what else to do, but just let him be. He seemed COOKED over the top. He was nice to me still, but he don't explain so.. it was different. It was all Chaotic now, he was running with rulers. I better stay away, I thought
End of the year and it's all cooled down and "Forgotten" by the ghosts or something. I don't get how they even knew and if.. but at Camp it's all the end of it. I ditched Helena, the whole week I wasn't looking at her face at all. Could spit in it when I saw it. I was pissed. I spend my time with Jessica, who was actually more like me anyway. From the Hood with single mother, raised to do it all alone since she was 10. Helena was a spoiled Christian sletje from the country
.. but then Slay just breaks it, ALL it ever even barely was. I'm there with Jessica, dancing a little at a Partynight at camp. She keeps saying "you really DO look like Michael Jackson. Omg! It's crazy" then suddenly Slay appears and looks at Jessica nasty and says "Ya, just as ugly!"
Shit, okay well maybe.. he didn't mean it like that. Ahhh, shit. So it was like that huh, well it doesn't matter bitches you know. You just were telling me I look like MJ with the idea that he is ugly, and so am I. Slay was standing up for me, okay then. I'm so mf HAPPY to know. Finally just get it.. it was only a misunderstanding because I'm not arrogant. I don't think it was an insult to say "you look like MJ" to me that was just my Daddy anyway. And he's not UGLY, if he were a girl
🏷. I don't care for INTONATION, I just take what you say as a Fact and make my own Conclusion. That's totally a Compliment. Don't care what YOU think at all
🏷. I really hope he didn't mean to say I was ugly, I can't even think of him without dirt on his name
THE FUTURE
Later on after school, I see Slay hanging around my street maybe once. He was said to have gone into the Army, I liked him for that a little haha. So, I see him there and he seems sad. I thought he probably wasn't selected. But I don't TALK to boys or anyone, I'm shy in reality you knew. So, I never see him again.. it's like he disappeared.
One day, it was 2017. I'm with mama about to go to Oma, I think. At her car there's a group of hoodboys hanging. One of them goes.. "I went to school with your daughter!" And I think he means Renée, I don't really look. I'm shy. But then, my mama asked and he says "no no Eline" and so I look up. I don't really wanna, but! Then he's standing there, it's this boy. I don't KNOW, didn't recognize right away. He was all Emo™ with a big hole in his ear haha
... then I look at him longer, it's kind of awkward now. I'm just staring at his face trying to remember, I don't wanna hurt him. Then I see it *oh, it's Slay* but I don't SAY his name. Don't know, I just went "Ya ya, mama I know him! with the teacher, ugh" and then I walked away
So, I got back from Oma I guess! In my mind, I went inside the car. Maybe I was just scared, hahaha. But, I remember in the elevator mama tells Johnny? He makes a joke "oh oh, Eline has a Boyfriend huh" and I'm like "THAT'S JUST SLAY!"

Then in 2020, I'm just a new fan of BTS. I'm Army. I go crazy because they are just annoying getting in my bed every night, One by One. They totally rude these Asians. So, I need a RESTY and in July.. I leave them for a while. Then, I suddenly find this other boyband: CNCO. One of them is exactly like Slay was, he looks like him also.

"He is just like Slay, haha"

... I'm just UPSET, then all the memory come back of Fabian. Such a Bitch, he was the one I liked for years and he totally flirted with me. But then he dates Shirin, and when I'm 12 he still SMILES at me with his enormous white teeth making me crazy.. only to then let Shirin brag to me about how HE said "you're the only one for me" what a bitch. He was with me, it was IN THE AIR. But Fabian was mine
Then I'm thinking about Slay and how he's actually much better. I don't know where he is now! But Fabian is still on Facebook looking like a SQUIDWARD pumped up at the gym

So.. then I totally had a thing with Richard Camacho. Because! Just because he was cute. And he was just SLAY, so. Exactly, he talks Spanish.. I'm easy.

🏷. Just a SUMMERTHING, haha.

Because actually it was Summer 2020, right when Renée got with LEON. I was with Richard but only in the mind, totally upsetting. But in the mind he was taking me to places like the City center of Delft.. where the MacDonalds used to be. That's now the HEMA, see we both didn't know it wasn't there anymore
🏷. I really Liked Richard! He's totally JUST SLAY.. he was so nice to me in the mind. You know. And so BTS totally Lost me there.

🏷. RICHARD CAMACHO
■. He's a good father, he's got a baby with a bitch and he's got #Cancer in his Chart
■. He's totally Cute! He's got tattoos, and he's BAD you know. He's funny
■. He's so warm, don't know. Maybe it's because he's Spanish
■. In the mind, I was with him and he knew Delft. I had a dream, he said goodbye. It was weird at the bridge with a Feather

I was always in the Shower with him OR in the Delftcenter! Why is he now so bad you know, I DON'T WANNA LIVE ANYMORE

🏷. He said goodbye, I went back to BTS! But mostly because mama got cancer. I needed them, I love BTS okay. Get away, he might be dirty

☑️. "SLAY was a summerfling"
■. I felt he was real, but he wasn't. John was real, though that was long ago. Richard didn't know me at all. I was Jealous of Renée here, she was with her first "boyfriend" the Shrek. But that's still in 3D, so. Camacho was just Fantasy, nice but it's nothing.

✔️. I went back to BTS and decided Camacho was just a Summerfling. Though, it made things clear to me a little

... I think it's better to have a BADBOY, they just better in every way. So then it was just Jungkook, see. I'm smart
🏷. I did stand up for Slay once, BY THE WAY.. with the rulers it was then. Another time maybe, but the same thing happened with another girl. He was chasing her around the classroom like he'd lost it, and then he got blamed. But I was watching the whole time, I just yelled to the teacher "HEY IT WASN'T SLAY.. SHE TOTALLY PUSHED HIM!"