i'm not sure how we're all supposed to keep going

do i post pics of cute sculptures
or lament a genocide
poems about cats
or rage about poverty covid genocide again billionaires ecological devastation AI racism bigotry hate

do we wake up in the morning and think that the world is full of magic and possibilities
or stumble weeping towards doom because hey we still have bills to pay

i increasingly feel like it's all of the above, but i don't really think the brain/heart/mind/soul are built for that

i really don't think we are built for this

@moonrabbit Maybe if I were younger and stronger, but alas. It feels like being mentally and emotionally sandblasted. It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
@lydialurch it really wasn't