Why Bell Labs worked so well, and could innovate so much, while today’s innovation, in spite of the huge private funding, goes in hype-and-fizzle cycles that leave relatively little behind, is a question I’ve been asking myself a lot in the past years.

And I think that the author of this article has hit the nail on its head on most of the reasons - but he didn’t take the last step in identifying the root cause.

What Bell Labs achieved within a few decades is probably unprecedented in human history:

  • They employed folks like Nyquist and Shannon, who laid the foundations of modern information theory and electronic engineering while they were employees at Bell.

  • They discovered the first evidence of the black hole at the center of our galaxy in the 1930s while analyzing static noise on shortwave transmissions.

  • They developed in 1937 the first speech codec and the first speech synthesizer.

  • They developed the photovoltaic cell in the 1940, and the first solar cell in the 1950s.

  • They built the first transistor in 1947.

  • They built the first large-scale electronic computers (from Model I in 1939 to Model VI in 1949).

  • They employed Karnaugh in the 1950s, who worked on the Karnaugh maps that we still study in engineering while he was an employee at Bell.

  • They contributed in 1956 (together with AT&T and the British and Canadian telephone companies) to the first transatlantic communications cable.

  • They developed the first electronic musics program in 1957.

  • They employed Kernighan, Thompson and Ritchie, who created UNIX and the C programming language while they were Bell employees.

And then their rate of innovation suddenly fizzled out after the 1980s.

I often hear that Bell could do what they did because they had plenty of funding. But I don’t think that’s the main reason. The author rightly points out that Google, Microsoft and Apple have already made much more profit than Bell has ever seen in its entire history. Yet, despite being awash with money, none of them has been as impactful as Bell. Nowadays those companies don’t even innovate much besides providing you with a new version of Android, of Windows or the iPhone every now and then. And they jump on the next hype wagon (social media, AR/VR, Blockchain, AI…) just to deliver half-baked products that (especially in Google’s case) are abandoned as soon as the hype bubble bursts.

Let alone singlehandedly spear innovation that can revolutionize an entire industry, let alone make groundbreaking discoveries that engineers will still study a century later.

So what was Bell’s recipe that Google and Apple, despite having much more money and talented people, can’t replicate? And what killed that magic?

Well, first of all Bell and Kelly had an innate talent in spotting the “geekiest” among us. They would often recruit from pools of enthusiasts that had built their own home-made radio transmitters for fun, rather than recruiting from the top business schools, or among those who can solve some very abstract and very standardized HackerRank problems.

And they knew how to manage those people. According to Kelly’s golden rule:

How do you manage genius? You don’t

Bell specifically recruited people that had that strange urge of tinkering and solving big problems, they were given their lab and all the funding that they needed, and they could work in peace. Often it took years before Kelly asked them how their work was progressing.

Compare it to a Ph.D today who needs to struggle for funding, needs to produce papers that get accepted in conferences, regardless of their level of quality, and must spend much more time on paperwork than on actual research.

Or to an engineer in a big tech company that has to provide daily updates about their progress, has to survive the next round of layoffs, has to go through endless loops of compliance, permissions and corporate bureaucracy in order to get anything done, has their performance evaluated every 3 months, and doesn’t even have control on what gets shipped - that control has been taken away from engineers and given to PMs and MBA folks.

Compare that way of working with today’s backlogs, metrics, micromanaging and struggle for a dignified salary or a stable job.

We can’t have the new Nyquist, Shannon or Ritchie today simply because, in science and engineering, we’ve moved all the controls away from the passionate technical folks that care about the long-term impact of their work, and handed them to greedy business folks who only care about short-term returns for their investors.

So we ended up with a culture that feels like talent must be managed, even micromanaged, otherwise talented people will start slacking off and spending their days on TikTok.

But, as Kelly eloquently put it:

“What stops a gifted mind from just slacking off?” is the wrong question to ask. The right question is, “Why would you expect information theory from someone who needs a babysitter?”

Or, as Peter Higgs (the Higgs boson guy) put it:

It’s difficult to imagine how I would ever have enough peace and quiet in the present sort of climate to do what I did in 1964… Today I wouldn’t get an academic job. It’s as simple as that. I don’t think I would be regarded as productive enough.

Or, as Shannon himself put it:

I’ve always pursued my interests without much regard for final value or value to the world. I’ve spent lots of time on totally useless things.

So basically the most brilliant minds of the 20th century would be considered lazy slackers today and be put on a PIP because they don’t deliver enough code or write enough papers.

So the article is spot on in identifying why Bell could invent, within a few years, all it did, while Apple, despite having much more money, hasn’t really done anything new in the past decade. MBAs, deadlines, pseudo-objective metrics and short-termism killed scientific inquiry and engineering ingenuity.

But the author doesn’t go one step further and identify the root cause.

It correctly spots the business and organizational issues that exist in managing talent today, but it doesn’t go deeper into their economic roots.

You see, MBA graduates and CEOs didn’t destroy the spirit of scientific and engineering ingenuity spurred by the Industrial Revolution just because they’re evil. I mean, there’s a higher chance for someone who has climbed the whole corporate ladder to be a sociopath than there is for someone you randomly picked from the street, but not to the point where they would willingly tame and screw the most talented minds of their generation, and squeeze them into a Jira board or a metric that looks at the number of commits, out of pure sadism.

They did so because the financial incentives have drastically changed from the times of Bells Labs.

The Bells Labs were basically publicly funded. AT&T operated the telephone lines in the US, paid by everyone who used telephones, and they reinvested a 1% tax into R&D (the Bells Labs). And nobody expected a single dime of profits to come out from the Bells Labs.

And btw, R&D was real R&D with no strings attached at the time. In theory also my employer does R&D today - but we just ended up treating whatever narrow iterative feature requested by whatever random PM as “research and development”. It’s not like scientists have much freedom in what to research or engineers have much freedom in what to develop. R&D programs have mostly just become a way for large businesses to squeeze more money out of taxpayers, put it in their pockets, and not feel any moral obligation of contributing to anything other than their shareholders’ accounts.

And at the time the idea of people paying taxes, so talented people in their country could focus on inventing the computer, the Internet or putting someone on the moon, without the pressure of VCs asking for their dividends, or PMs asking them to migrate everything to another cloud infrastructure by next week, or to a new shiny framework that they’ve just heard in a conference, wasn’t seen as a socialist dystopia. It was before the neoliberal sociopaths of the Chicago school screwed up everything.

The America that invested into the Bell Labs and into the Apollo project was very different from today’s America. It knew that it was the government’s job to foster innovation and to create an environment where genuinely smart people could do great things without external pressure. That America hadn’t yet been infected by the perverse idea that the government should always be small, that it’s not the government’s job to make people’s lives better, and that it was the job of privately funded ventures seeking short-term returns to fund moonshots.

And, since nobody was expecting a dime back from Bell, nobody would put deadlines on talented people, nobody hired unqualified and arrogant business specialists to micromanage them, nobody would put them on a performance improvement plan if they were often late at their daily standups or didn’t commit enough lines of code in the previous quarter. So they had time to focus on how to solve some of the most complex problems that humans ever faced.

So they could invent the transistor, the programming infrastructure still used to this day, and lay the foundations of what engineers study today.

The most brilliant minds of our age don’t have this luxury. So they can’t revolutionarize our world like those in the 20th century did.

Somebody else sets their priorities and their deadlines.

They can’t think of moonshots because they’re forced to work on the next mobile app riding the next wave of hype that their investors want to release to market so they can get even richer.

They have to worry about companies trying to replace them with AI bots and business managers wanting to release products themselves by “vibe coding”, just to ask those smart people to clean up the mess they’ve done, just like babies who are incapable of cleaning up the food they’ve spilled on the floor.

They are seen as a cost, not as a resource. Kelly used to call himself a “patron” rather than a “manager”, and he trusted his employees, while today’s managers and investors mostly see their engineering resources as squishy blobs of flesh standing between their ambitious ideas and their money, and they can’t wait to replace them with robots that just fullfill all of their wishes.

Tech has become all about monetization nowadays and nothing about ingenuity.

As a result, there are way more brilliant minds (and way more money) in our age going towards solving the “convince people to click on this link” problem rather than solving the climate problem, for example.

Then of course they can’t invent the next transistor, or bring the next breakthrough in information theory.

Then of course all you get, after one year of the most brilliant minds of our generation working at the richest company that has ever existed, is just a new iPhone.

https://links.fabiomanganiello.com/share/683ee70d0409e6.66273547

Why Bell Labs Worked. - by areoform

@fabio I saw an example of this up close back when I briefly worked at Google, in 2008. (not a good year to start a new career, as it turned out). back then they made a big deal out of something called "20% time"—the idea that regular engineers hade 1/5 of their time for themselves, to do anything they wanted. famously Gmail came out of someone exploring their interests during this time.

I don't think much of anything else came out of it. I found out I was always overworked on drudgery; my job was basically fixing bugs on the Ruby on Rails internal user accounting system that someone else had developed. when I complained that this was a far cry of the academia-like exciting research environment I had been promised and asked to be assigned to a more challenging project, I was told: "no". moreover the deadlines and expectations were of the type that if I worked (unpaid) overtime (at an underpaid job for the market) every day, I still was at risk of a performance review. making use of "20% time" felt like a pipe dream.

like most people I blamed myself for my laziness, until I saw "Googlegeist" statistics that some 95% of employees never used their "20% time", being trapped under the same pressures as I was.

I started a discussion about the promise of "20% free time" being what was known in ancient Samarkand as "a lie". the result of this was my boss having a fit over me having "backstabbed" him. see, me complaining about the promises of recruiters being unrealistic marked me as an Unhappy Googler, which means my manager had Unhappiness in his team. and Google's image was of being the best place to work where everybody was happy all the time. Unhappiness isn't allowed.

I said, "didn't you say we operate under 'radical transparency'?" (I was young and believed this kind of thing. yes I was a sitting duck.) boss said, and I quote, "radical transparency doesn't mean you get to say negative things."

I was fired not long after, allegedly because of the crisis, when they laid off 70% of the Latinoamerican precariat.

@elilla the 20% of free R&D time is something that resonates a lot with me. We had a similar model also in Booking, as well as a strong culture of hackathons. That was actually the time where great things came out - a new platform for account managers, a mobile app for hotel owners, as well as our big data infrastructure that we’ve recently decommissioned, joking that it was “our 2013 hackathon that lasted more than a decade”.

Similarly to Google, the 20% of R&D focus has also slowly been swallowed by backlog tasks. And what enrages me is that companies like these get huge tax breaks for R&D, 20% would be the absolute minimum threshold they should allow for the tax breaks they take, and yet they’ve managed to smuggle normal day-to-day activities on features requested by the business as R&D - everybody seems to be aware of it and not many seem to complain.

I also admired Google at the time for supporting Google X, which was heavily inspired by the Bell Labs and it was supposed to work on all the moonshots that couldn’t be achieved in the “core” company. But I haven’t heard anything come out of it for years, and by now it’s probably safe to assume that X has also been swallowed by Google Brain and the AI division…

@fabio @elilla it's not just Google and the corporates.

I've worked for some big names in OSS.

The rate of pay was generally low, and similar 'can do passion projects' remarks were made during hiring.

The time to do this was never made available.

The work environment was pleasant enough. I liked my colleagues.

But i always resented that hiring lie.

@a_fine_day @fabio yeah if you're not in a worker's owned cooperative you're always being exploited. "cool" jobs (game dev, open source, research etc.) often leverage the coolness to exploit you harder.

today I would only respect that "passion project" thing if either I get equal shares on profits to everyone else in the company, or at least I get full copyright ownership to the passion project. otherwise "you sometimes get a bit of autonomy in how to help master make profit!" isn't such an attractive carrot at all

@elilla @fabio recalling a friend working at Google in that time period who commented "sure, once you've put in your regular 70 hours/week, you're welcome to put in another 20% on your passion project."
@oddhack @fabio @elilla A ridiculous thing.

"Once you've worked twice what you already should have to start with, you can do some more work." wtf
@lispi314 @fabio @oddhack @elilla And that work will belong to Google, who likely won't thank you for it!
@Dss @elilla @oddhack @fabio Oh yes, never sign a contract that has that attribution nonsense.

A red pen is a very useful thing to bring to contract negociation (even if it's illegal or not enforceable locally, it's a good idea to remove it so they don't get ideas and in case the laws change for the worse).

Fittingly, a company that refuses to budge on blatantly abusive clauses is also one throwing red flags.

@elilla @fabio admin/data management rather than tech, but I had a sort of similar thing.

"I met with the other departments and they're really supportive. They know we have problems, and-"

"But we don't want them to think we have problems! We want them to think we're efficient and on the ball!"

So yeah I was barred from solving any of the problems I found

Why work with your own colleagues to solve problems when you can simply have everyone lie about everything forever

@sinvega @elilla all that sounds remarkably like USSR work culture
@fabio

@elilla @fabio I left Google in 2009 - I'd started in 2004.

There were a couple of other victories from the 20% time but you're right, it was more symbolic than anything.

If they had lived up to their original promises, I'd revere Larry and Sergei and Eric. But now they have become self-parodies - particularly Eric Schmidt who has firmly installed himself in the category of arrogant, out of touch capitalist.

@TomSwirly @elilla @fabio I worked for Eric Schmidt’s division at Sun Microsystems when he took the decision to monetise development tools instead of keeping them open. This departure from the UNIX philosophy ultimately cost Sun dearly, I believe.
@holdenweb @elilla @fabio I'd love to believe that. I feel they were doomed anyway by the rise of the PC.
@TomSwirly @elilla @fabio maybe, but that came rather later. The real money was in the big metal - and that too was eventually overtaken by possibly inferior mass market products. I’m sure we’ve both watched many instances of corporate hubris play out. Remember Ken Olsen’s daft “Unix is snake-oil?”
@holdenweb @elilla @fabio Gah, I did indeed! Even at the time it seemed daft.

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yesterday I was talking about my brief stint at Google back in 2008 and how dystopic that was—basically a real-life version of the Alpha Complex from the dark comedy RPG "Paranoia", where being unhappy or having a task that's impossible to fulfil are considered to be a criticism of the dictatorial Computer, and criticising the computer is a crime of treason. ("Happiness is mandatory. Are you happy, citizen?")

and I was talking of how Google was my first taste of the surveillance society that's the new normal now. see, all of us at Google Brazil dreamed of the job as a way of getting a ticket to the Global North—it didn't help that Google severely underpaid Latinoamerican employees, even for local standards (with the assurance that if you "excel" you'll be given "shares" eventually and partake of some crumbs of capitalism; even get a visa to the First World).

now I was always a weeb and back then I was already like, intermediate to advanced in Japanese. so of course my dream was to move to Japan. but when I talked to it with my boss about it—a disembodied face from Phoenix I would talk to on a giant monitor; this too felt very new, high-tech, and dystopic back then—he dismissed it out of hand, saying my Japanese wasn't fluent and that would make me a poor fit.

I talked to my colleagues about it and someone said wtf no, most international engineers brought to Shibuya cannot even say konnichiwa, if anything your level of Japanese and cultural experience in the diaspora makes you the ideal candidate. we had a Brazilian friend in Google Sweden and my mates said I should talk to her about contacting Shibuya directly regarding relocation.

readers from before notice that this was already *after* the "backstabbing" episode, when I became persona non grata to my boss because I voiced my concerns over recruiter promises not being real. I wrote that in the internal Blogspot system, and afterwards I got a number of emails from employees thanking me for talking about it, and praising me my bravery.

now my actions back then will feel very natural for people who only ever met me post-transition, as this badass nazi-punching anarchist with no filter, but you have to understand: back then I was a shy little nerd terrified of everything. I wasn't brave, I was incredibly, magnificently naïve. I was the only person in the world who believed the corporate kool-aid of Google, that it was some sort of new, dynamic academia where we didn't work in offices we worked in "campi", we were there to improve the world, at least I thought I was (interviewer: "what attracts you to Google?" me: "I agree with the Ten Principles of the company" interviewer: "the what now?" me: "the Ten Principles? Google's Principles? in the 'about us' page?" interviewer: "uuh, sure..."). It did not even *occur* to me that it was all a scam, that everyone else knew it was all a scam and the point was to get rich. in retrospect I should have read the undertones in early Paul Graham essays; I was a literary girl I'm good at undertones; but I read what I wanted to be true.

anyway so I got my scolding and marked myself as a troublemaker. and I was about to directly contradict my boss and look for a way into Japan behind his back. my colleagues *strongly* advised me to *never* mention any of this by email, and also not call from my desk. international calls were very expensive those days so I ended up calling Sweden from a phone in a little locker, between brooms and bottles of disinfectant, in the dark, after everyone was gone.

my friend from Sweden told me she had contacts in Tōkyō and she was sure they would want to relocate me there. a couple weeks after that, I was fired. (mid-economic crisis, in the 3rd world, with one 2-year-old kid and another about to be born.)

and it was *so* weird and surreal to be in that little locker room, afraid of every whisper, aware that every communication was being spied on. and when I tell this story to my now adult children, I struggle to convey how weird it was. I realise they never *experienced* existing with technology without it being the default that it's hostile to you and it's spying on you all the time. for them this has been the case *all of their lives*.

today, the concept of "spyware" has been obsoleted because every software is spyware. Google's "improving the world through search" was revealed to be about searching Gaza families to bomb, children and all; and "making money in the free market to invest in social progress" was actually about bankrolling literal fascism. today, for us Latinx to even briefly step in the USA, if we don't have an always-on handheld device with spyware "social media", that means we're probably a criminal. and my kids will never know a world that's not like this, but for me I saw this world being forged right there, deep in Mordor where the shadows lie.

Deep in Mordor where the shadows lie: Dystopian stories of my time as a Googler

I will do something I normally never do here, and make a blog post on the topic of, long sigh: tech. I’ve already talked about Google a n...

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around the time when I posted that fatidical internal Blogger post titled "Is the 20% time a lie?", not aware of what I was getting myself into. there was a post, soon afterwards, by some distant engineer I didn't know, a core programmer from the secret Project Android. out of the three big ones I had to stay quiet about, Project Android and Project Chrome got finished and successful, only to become world-wrecking monstrosities that we low-level grunts would never have dreamed them to be. the third one, about a broadcast technology for the Internet—Youtube with HD quality if you tuned in at showtime—never went forward.

but this insider, they were venting about how disappointed they got about the directions Project Android was taking. they were losing their motivation, this is not what they thought the "Linux phone" would be about, not what they had signed up for. the post was silent about tech details or what exactly was so disappointing, but with the benefit of hindsight it's easy to imagine.

anyway a few days later the person posts something like "haha disregard that, I wrote a post here when I was having personal mental health issues and it's all my fault, of course there's a few bumps but Project Android is actually amazing!! y'all are going to love this, it's going to change everything!! we're organising the world's information and will improve so many lives", etc. etc.

like, conspicuously back-to-back, the two posts.

this time, I was observant.

a small anecdote.

when you joined Google, you were quickly overwhelmed by massive amounts of corporate jargon—a hundred opaque project names, TLAs for everything etc. to help settling in, the Intranet had an online glossary.

now in the spirit of "20% time", we were encouraged to tinker with pet projects (or so they told me). and we used to hang out in IRC chatrooms back then. so I made a little IRC bot that would fetch from the glossary. very basic stuff, if someone said "wtf is Chrome" in the channel, the bot would dump the summary page, "Project Chrome is an internal project to develop a Google web browser, based on KHTML…"

I then got scolded for it, because I was leaking private information into a space that could be accessed by "temps, part-timers, and contractors"—Google's sprawling precariat (put a pin on that, more on that later). we Googlers were pampered with prestige, but "temps, part-timers and contractors"—no fun name for them, they were always called "temps, part-timers, and contractors"—were second-class in the Google Republic, and had to be put in their place in a myriad ways. one of the ways is that they should not have access to company inside info like what is Project Chrome, or what some acronym means.

I pointed out that all that my bot did was to fetch info from the glossary page, and that anyone with access to the IRC channels already had access to the glossary page.

Dear Reader, this is how I became responsible for provoking Google into fencing off the glossary against temps, part-timers, and contractors.

I wasn't out as trans yet, but I was already proud to be queer. showed up with neon orange hair, the works. this made of me a Gaygler™, and Google Belo Horizonte was always happy to have me on team photos to add some colour and progressiveness to it.

now even though Google is fundamentally a spyware advertising company (some 80% of revenue is advertising; the rate was even higher back then), we Engineers were kept carefully away from that fact, as much as meat eaters are kept away from videos of the meat industry: don't think about it, just enjoy your steak. If you think about it it will stop being enjoyable, so we just churned along. the ads and business teams were on different floors and we never talked to them.

one day one of the AdSense people asked me for a little meeting. they sat right by my desk, all sleek and confident, and said that they heard I was a Gaygler™ and were wondering if I could help with one of their clients. "can you tell me some words that the Brazilian gay community uses? like slang, popular media you like, names of parties, that kind of thing?"

caught off-guard and unsure how to react, I struggled to think of gay-coded speech, and I was expertly mined for pajubá words to be fed into the machine. whole interaction took maybe ten minutes. AdSense goon left, never to be seen again, leaving me feeling violated in ways I couldn't articulate.

that was how Google supported its queer employees.

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after I got marked as a troublemaker and put into the inevitable performance review, one of the items raised against me was that my company profile page was 'too personal'. the extent of personal information in my profile was this sentence: "I am a nerd, a bisexual polyamorist, and a parent."

I was always abstractly an anarchist, but in many ways passing by Google was my political awakening.

you might have noticed, Dear Reader, that I have made somewhat contradictory claims: 1) that we Engineers were pampered, and 2) that we Engineers were underpaid, pressured to do overtime at rates low even for the Brazilian market. such was the carrot and the stick. we all were told that if we performed just a bit better we would get shares, get relocated to the magical Global North where salaries were high and societies had human rights. meanwhile we trudged on.

but we trudged on with style. the offices were all gaudy in Google colours with vinyl flooring, full of fridges with free snacks; the break room had the latest Playstation with brand-new high-tech Rock Band controllers; when you joined in you got a small bonus to buy toys for your desk (most Engineers got legos, I got a pink Kirby plushie I would dress up). this was unheard of; companies at the time were all Microsoft, all performative professionalism, Google was fun! Google gave you Perks, gods, so so many Perks. the Lumon motivation baubles from "Severance" gave me instant Google flashbacks. we were periodically treated to dinner with the managers at the most expensive churrascarias. master let us eat right there with him, inside the big house.

I will be honest and say that most of my fellow programmers ate that shit up, we had all been gold-star kids and here was the hottest company in the world constantly massaging our egos, telling us we were better than everyone for being geniuses. I would have loved to feel the same, I *tried* to feel the same, but I came from poverty and I could not stop noticing the precariat: temps, part-timers, and contractors, an entire layer of the company who did the brunt of work without being Googlers.

it's the little things that bugged me, how people would eat the free snacks or a bowl of cereal and just leave trash and dirty dishes everywhere for the cleaning ladies (contractors) to deal with. we Brazilians have a social vocabulary for that, I knew what this was: they were maids. servants. my mom, my grandma, my cousins. my then-wife visited the "campus" a few times and it creeped the Fuck out of her, the distinction between people and non-people.

we had an office party every Friday evening. every single Friday. it was called TGIF, "thanks God it's Friday", and involved fancy finger food, drinks, and more of those dystopic heads on monitors talking to us of all the great things Google was doing to revolutionise the world. because of the TGIFs, we all stopped working early on Fridays.

except, of course, the cleaning ladies who dealt with the afterparty. I couldn't help but think that they probably would never say, "graças a Deus é sexta-feira". most of them would probably never step inside a Fogo de Chão restaurant in their lives.

we had those expensive, high-tech water purifiers, several on each floor. one day there was a discussion on the topic of cost savings, and I suggested the traditional Brazilian solution—the well-known ceramic filters; they're consistently rated among the safest, take no electricity, make the water cool under the heat with no electricity, cost little and last a long time before you need to replace the charcoal element. the idea was dismissed out of hand.

the fancy water purifiers weren't owned by Google; they were leased, at a high cost. somehow it bothered me a lot that each of those unnecessary, excessively technological water purifiers got more money per month than any temp, part-timer, or contractor.

@elilla the latter one shocks me, cuz that's vlearly overpaid compared to the value these appliances deliver.

one day, shortly before I was fired, the 2008 crisis had hit full force, the Phoenix office that managed us closed, and while cost-cutting Google fired 70% of the Latinoamerican precariat, in one fell swoop. then, during one of my last TGIFs, I accidentally listened to two high-level managers talk about it, two male gringos in expensive business-casual, and they commented on how the company was still doing perfectly fine without all that weight.

and that's not what stuck with me, the arguments, no. I understood the incentives to do layoffs, and the human need to rationalise them. what stuck with me was their happy smiling faces. their *laugh*.

yes they laughed about it. out loud.

I had a full understanding of what it meant for Third World people to be fired under the crisis, what it was about to be like for the Argentinians, for our families, but *so did they*, they were down here, they knew the reality. they talked to us every day, they were eating the food that the contractors prepared. and here were these people, in tailored clothes that cost more than a cafeteria lady's monthly wage, partying without even bothering to pretend to be sad. not caring enough about us to even bullshit. any sympathies I might have had over the simplistic logic of free-market liberalism evaporated under that laugh.

as a kid I used to despise the devilish villains of cartoons like Captain Planet, who destroyed the world with manic laughs for nothing but the thrill of power, polluting for the sake of polluting. I thought that was unrealistic. I cherished nuanced villains like Lady Eboshi from Mononoke-hime, the leader of Irontown who was destroying the ancient forest, but with the goal of liberating women from violent patriarchy and poverty; Irontown was a refuge of outcasts, and Lady Eboshi would give her own life for her girls. complexity! humanity!

it was at Google that I learned that no, capitalists are actually literally the same as in Captain Planet. we are not blessed enough to live in Ghibli reality, capital owners built us a USA cartoon reality. what is crypto mining if not a Captain Planet villain scheme—to kill and raze and destroy for nothing but imaginary tokens proving that you did it? what is GenAI if not stealing power and water and even art itself to feed into a grinder, producing no benefit but hoarding more money away from the poors—when you already have more money than a human being could possibly ever spend? what is this addiction to "number go up" if not Sly Sludge going "Aloha suckers! I'll miss this profit paradise but I have a souvenir to remember it by", picking a briefcase of cash while the island explodes?

this drove me to want to understand capitalism, and I would eventually find in Malatesta the answer as to why capital owners cannot help but be cruel, revel in cruelty, performatively broadcast cruelty. why the cruelty is indeed almost an aside, a corollary to what it means to *do* capitalism: every action you take has consequences not just for the world but for your psyche; you cannot make people work for you and hoard all the profits while they are stuck with fixed salaries, without in the process developing strong feelings on why you're entitled to do that and they deserve it actually.

but before I got into political theory, it was Google who *showed* me what capitalism is, firsthand up close. I wouldn't say that was worth working there, but I benefited from the lived experience; from that part of it, and nothing else.

@elilla Thank you for writing this <3

@elilla Welp, my experience working for Google in 2020 was probably only different due to it being in Switzerland, thus we were pampered a bit more. All the other stuff is as you describe in 2008, maybe a tiny bit more explicit, since the propaganda grew too thin for anyone to believe it.

I’ve been mostly radicalized by other things, although one aspect of working at Google here did contribute, in a weird way. While the officially provided perks were as you describe, the biggest actual nice side-effect of working there was the community. The local mailing lists helped everyone* find places to live, answered questions about life in Switzerland, and generally solved all kinds of problems. It was kinda beautiful, and essentially served as a pretty clear example of communal mutual aid working in practice.

*It won’t surprize you in the least, that “everyone” did not include “temps, part-timers and contractors”. This, plus the fact that the community built this way was in the end serving Google’s corporate interests, disgusted me enough to be the second most important reason why I left the place.

ok so the thread above, about my dystopic experiences selling out for Google, clearly wants to be a coherent essay. I have therefore rendered it in blog form

https://wordsmith.social/elilla/deep-in-mordor-where-the-shadows-lie-dystopian-stories-of-my-time-as-a-googler

it’s still a wall of text—if anything even a bit longer—but it should be clearer, more fluid, better organised, easier to read. (also: now including extra Bertold Brecht).

bit reluctant to talk about tech in public but here we go, if you want to show it to someone this is the preferred form.

*edit*: now featuring illustrations!

Deep in Mordor where the shadows lie: Dystopian stories of my time as a Googler

I will do something I normally never do here, and make a blog post on the topic of, long sigh: tech. I’ve already talked about Google a n...

elilla & friends’ very occasional blog thing

@elilla

it’s still a wall of text
you done wrote the torah

@elilla sorry luv but that’s a TLDR this morning . I did skim and were you channeling Kerouac ?

May be more than one essay here, possibly a series.

@MishaVanMollusq thank you for your unsolicited opinion. no, this is quite different in both style and substance from Kerouac actually. no, I will not make it into a series or anything else.
@elilla how do you think you want to work it up?
You were talking about a rewrite (i think).
Also reminds me of how i write under Duende
@elilla this was excellent, thank you.

the memoir of my dystopic time at Google now features illustrations! one for each section, carefully curated for thematic relevance and guaranteed to bring colour to your day.

https://wordsmith.social/elilla/deep-in-mordor-where-the-shadows-lie-dystopian-stories-of-my-time-as-a-googler

Deep in Mordor where the shadows lie: Dystopian stories of my time as a Googler

I will do something I normally never do here, and make a blog post on the topic of, long sigh: tech. I’ve already talked about Google a n...

elilla & friends’ very occasional blog thing
@elilla bookmarked to show my boomer mom to explain why tech is awful now and why all my dreams are dying and i work fast food and reject her so thoroughly when she sends me job listings working on "apps" for big companies
@elilla @Computer ⬆️ someone is complaining !
@elilla
Brilliant, fascinating, wonderfully well written. Don’t cut a single word. Don’t break it up. Thank you so much for posting.

@elilla good post, many agree. even though I worked for them in a different country, different circumstances, and at a different time.

also, that particular Rails app, hey 🙄

@elilla On a tangent, I now wonder how a cartoon from a viennese street newspaper made it to the other side of the world.
@cm I live in Germany now plus I was looking for images images related to the lumpenprolerariat, search engines plus geoIP found me that
This is one of the most illuminating and depressing things I've read in a long time. Thank you for putting into words what so many of us struggle to glimpse.
@elilla pity that the pictures don't load
Thanks for sharing your story. Grtting flashbacks from the book 'the circle'
@elilla brilliant post, I like tour way to write and explain. Your personal experience could have some common points with " The Every", book by David Eggs, about a discopic society governed by huge social groups (he was inspired by Amazon).
@elilla @fabio@manganiello.social these stories always "somehow" get missed in these hypothetical discussions about how white men were positioned to create the world we see around us.

maybe the problem isn't just capitalism; maybe it's all the racism and sexism and ableism too.

bell labs was all white men being men to each other. and they all respected one another innately for being Bell men. maybe if there was innate and inherent respect among all people, we could realize the benefits of something like Bell Labs anywhere on earth, unleashing the power and true creative potential of humanity.

or maybe we just need more and better nerds. preferably white. (sarcasm)

@elilla @fabio@manganiello.social amazing blog post and uncomfortably relatable journey

even this part is something istg i have said nearly verbatim

As a little girl I used to despise cartoons like Captain Planet, whose devilish, paper-thin villains destroyed the world with manic laughs for nothing but the thrill of power, polluting for the sake of polluting. I thought that was deeply unrealistic, and condescending too; I felt talked down to. I cherished nuanced villains like Lady Eboshi from Mononoke-hime, the leader of Irontown who was destroying the ancient forest—but with the goal of liberating women from violent patriarchy and poverty; Irontown was a refuge for outcasts, its mining economy a ticket out of male domination, and Lady Eboshi would give her own life for her girls. Complexity! Humanity!It was at Google that I learned that no, capitalists are actually literally the same as Captain Planet villains. We are not blessed enough to live in Ghibli reality