An early #GoodnightPoem

We wished for it all
We saw the world for the worst
Yet somehow still full of wonder
We cried coming home
Ending the warm summer nights
If I knew it was a dream
I would have smiled more
Cried more
Tears of joy, this time
I've never felt so excited
to feel so anxious
I feel I lost what mattered
To me, I lost what I didn't see
and right now
I'm in the same dream
Wondering why can't I smile
Knowing I will look back with regret
For now I'm in the dream
and will I ever dream again