null surgery: a followup

a follow-up to the blog post about the surgery i had. it focuses on the recovery and my experience with my new (lack of) equipment, along with some of the more complicated feelings.

@pebble@critters.gay interesting, and so many emotions, and I am once again wanting this same surgery...
@pebble@critters.gay well I just went down a bit of a rabbit hole, and found Options, but the whole thing collides with some other stuff and so. weh.
@pebble@critters.gay autism and exit plans and family stuff and
@pebble@critters.gay (the family stuff is mostly just assorted disability stuff and family helping with scheduling and medical things and also being autistic, to clarify)
@Boorango if it helps you feel any better after i first went down that rabbit hole i thought i'd never be able to do anything about it for the longest time, you never know how things are gonna turn out!

i feel you on the autism struggles, the period between deciding to schedule a consultation for the surgery and actually scheduling it was around 6 months because i was terrified of making the phone call weh