Gaah, how do you deal with general feeling of "everything's shit"?

The work thing I used to love and felt like it was impactful (Unity) has been going downhill for many years, and so far does not look like it wants to stop going downhill.

What I dabble with now (Blender) feels useful, but I'm too afraid to take on more impactful areas/work/responsibilities.

And then, everything outside of "just ye olde coding" feels like it is going to shit.

Argh!

@aras it sounds like you need something fun. Maybe a new project, maybe a new game to play, maybe a vacation.
Have you ever been to Aruba?
The best snorkeling i have ever seen anywhere, and you just walk from the beach into the water to see it.
It's a super friendly place, everyone speaks English, the water is desalinated so it is drinkable.
I forget where you live but they take both American money or their local currency.
A really great place.