So, I'm thinking about writing about my approach to code and science and art...and maybe it being code-language agnostic...basically pseudo-code.

I've written code-tech chapters before...and languages come in and out of fashion...but the concepts carry across languages.

Anyway, would anyone be interested in me writing such a thing? Both science vis and artistic?

I'm not so keen on traditional publishing paths.

One of my very first tech writing was as co-author with mostly men.

I was recruited to write my chapter because of the Neuromusclular-Junction simulation on which I collaborated with a Neuroscientist.

Amazon, when the book came out, decided to drop my name (and one other's) because they said '"tech books with women's names don't sell as well"

So, Amazon just erased me. Completely. At a time when it really mattered, in my career.

Ugh.

All of the men were listed as co-authors by Amazon. Every single one of them.

My chapter? I was speaking at a tech conference about creating science visualizations for students and the general public.

I gave my talk and stepped out from behind the podium....I'm short...and they all saw my very pregnant body and gasped! As if they had never seen a pregnant woman before. Ever.

Certainly not a pregnant woman giving a talk they listened to.

Some time during that conference, I was invited to a speakers' dinner...

We were introducing ourselves to each other. And I mentioned my name.

One guy said "you're Kristin Henry? I've been hoping to meet you! You're work on the NMJ simulation is fantastic!"

This other guy was planning to sit next to this person....and I was "hey, you can talk to him next time, I'm going to talk to him this time"

And so I sat down with this guy who was recruiting/editing authors for a new book.

...

After it became clear that he really was interested in my work, especially the science background, I started paying more attention.

At the end of the dinner, I had negotiated terms I could agree too.

First of all, I was concerned about deadlines and being able to meet them.

I was also concerned that I could die in childbirth, and making sure my family wouldn't have any obligation if I did.

But low level stress...if I finished my first draft, I was in the book.

...

I did finish my first draft. I sent it to my editors.

And woke up the next morning, in labor. Gave birth 5 hours later. No pain killers. Not necessary, and not time to get them.

I took a couple weeks off.

Then I got my editors comments. An completely rewrote my chapter.

And then Amazon erased me as a writer and tech writer. Listing all of the men, but not me.

Yeah, so maybe I'm a seasoned bad-ass-bitch who knows a thing or two...or more.

I'm done with hustling and working my ass off for nothing. Or next to nothing.

If I'm going to share my work, it will be on my own terms. My goal is to find a sustainable financial model that I can share with others.

And to build community that supports each other.

I'm not actually a bad-ass-bitch. I'm a total softy, who is still learning to develop my inner bad-ass-bitch self.

Ha!!!

@kristinHenry This is horrible, how long ago was this? Things have gotten a little better. I worked for Corporate America and was treated similarly. I will not tolerate any disrespect or abuse from men. Women today do speak up more and will expose men who treat them this way, well most women I know.
@kristinHenry that’s ridiculous and so insulting. You deserved better. I wasn’t familiar with you before this thread but it looks like you’ve created a lot of interesting work and I’d love to see more!