Been doing things wrong. Closest person will just accuse me of that. Been doing wrong the whole time. Fix it. Myself is the problem. Fix it. Mutilate the wrong parts. Cut it off. Dont let them function anymore. Accuse me more. Needing that pain. Drown in pain means accepting. No way to fight back. Losing is the way. Feeling possessed. Bring it on. Bring it back. Fight it. Fight to lose so drowning even more. Getting deeper and deeper. Fight it. Just hope more so being able to fall even more.