I know l've mentioned this before, but during my trial i was found not guilty on the use of mace charge after I was able to prove I deployed my mace against the proud boys in self defense and defense of property, and that I was assaulted first. When I was first assaulted by PBs, I was filming a flag burning and it was entirely unprovoked. I did however get found guilty on felony riot just for being there, despite all the evidence showing why I was there and what I was doing. The prosecutor still painted
me to be the ring leader of antifa and "leading chargers" that day against PBs. The trial itself was absolute hell. The time leading up to it was hell. They sent me to jail where I spent two weeks in maximum security and I now am on 2.5 years of probation.

Earlier this week, local Proud Boy Berry Johnson plead guilty to his charges stemming from that same day before his trial was set to begin. Although during my trial the prosecutor argued that the definition of someone "participating" in a riot included just simply speaking to people who may have different intentions, Berry did not receive this charge. By that definition, anyone present would have been a "participant." The fact that a few dozen publicly identified proud boys who were there and brutally assaulting people who received no charges aside, Berry Johnson was only charged with a misdemeanor. Not only was he acting violently throughout the day and instigating violence, but the situation he caught charges on he assaulted an older gentleman and pulled a knife on him along with tearing up his banner.

Mind you after I had my lawyer tell them I would *only* possibly entertain noncooperative plea deals, in the three years of dealing with this case before it went to trial I was only ever offered one plea deal- which was to plead guilty to all my chargers and do a month in jail lol.

Fully fascist state, full stop, masks off. They’re saying the quiet part out loud. I’m not surprised by this, but going through it is beyond dystopian.

Worth adding that Berry Johnson is a notoriously violent and well known proud boy in the PNW. He also has ties to neo-nazi motorcycle clubs and friends in Gypsy jokers. The day my verdict was read and the day of my sentencing, Gypsy jokers, proud boys, and other fash showed up to my trial. They were there throughout, but on these days specifically they had a very different presence as they attempted to intimidate me and people supporting me. Some were in the courtroom, some just outside. Trucks with large fash flags were also driving by.

After being on the run for a bit, Berry finally showed up to a court date in Clackamas county wearing proud boy colors. In fact, he showed up to court wearing the exact same outfit he wore in Oregon city the day we both got charges to show he was proud of his actions and the violence he inflicted on people.

@alissaazar Anyone who thinks "Oh the US isn't a fascist state" If they dont change their mind and realize "yes it def is one" after reading this then idk what will.
@alissaazar damn, that sucks so, so much. O well, that's what happens when the interests and deep pockets of afew rule, with impunity and chains made from laws and writings on paper, the many, who can not but bow down, servile and meek, before the overlords who control their livelyhoods, their place in society and the fake construct called a social ladder, which is invented by them to subjugate us anyway, etc. O well, at this point, I hope it all burns down one day. Not talking about america as a nation, or any nation really, but all fascist governments and states, even more so, governments altogether. If that sounds too much like anarky, that's because it is. I don't think this extractivist and fascist culture can exist for much longer, people are beginning to be aware, and I think a civil war shall happen soon enough, because eventually the 1% is gonna cross the point of no return when it comes to abuse and exploitation of anyone who isn't them

@alissaazar

The US does not have a legal or justice system.

It has a law industry.

@alissaazar

It's disgusting that defending yourself while Black or brown is more likely to be considered a crime, than actually assaulting someone while white.

@alissaazar They're called "Proud Boys" because there isn't a man among them.
@alissaazar a rhetorical question but how is being any part of antifa a bad thing!?
@dgodon lol right? and that’s one of the really fucked up parts of the whole thing- the entire trial the prosecutor made it about antifa. during my ~4 hour testimony maybe 5 minutes was about my actions that day, the rest was defending my beliefs and antifascism as he tried to prove I was The Leader™️
@alissaazar
We see this shit all throughout US history: the law is always unequally applied to leftists and conservatives.
@alissaazar
I am sorry for what you are going through for your journalistic work. You were brutally attacked by NotSees, and that is not ever mentioned.
@alissaazar  horrific. thank you for openly sharing what it has been like. what, if anything, do you/your support system need? Sending you positive vibes.  
@starkraving666 appreciate you asking 🖤 I’m just trying to catch my breath right now and process everything. I’ll probably do another fundraiser at some point for legal fees but I do not have the bandwidth or executive function to even think about that rn lol. I know this was really traumatizing for my support system so i definitely want to find a nice way to thank them all.
@alissaazar take care of yourself and keep us posted ❤️