Today's internal crisis: Pronouncing 'address'.
A couple days ago, I was giving a demo of some tests I had written (with 'address' used many times), and realized halfway through that I was constantly flipping which syllable got the emphasis and immediately became super self conscious about it but carried on because I didn't want people to notice I had noticed and changed to being consistent about it.
I was looking back at the tests this morning and realized I even was doing it internally while reading them to myself. I then noticed that my pronunciation was following the capitalization of the word, rather than the form of the word. I emphasized the first syllable if it was written 'Address', and the second syllable if it was 'address'.
And now I'm terrified of the next time I have to present tests with a buch of addresses...