one other thing after i did mushrooms is that things felt really off

everything just felt very wrong

and i had this overwhelming feeling that the reality i was in after sobering up was different from the one i was in before doing mushrooms

maybe i’m just insane but i can’t shake the feeling
@Mia i’m sorry to hear that, i’ve had similar long term lingering uneasy feelings of unreality, this was after a very bad trip and not shrooms but probably fake acid, but not an uncommon thing, psychedelics have risks that evangelists like to ignore
@Mia it does change you for better or worse, but another thing to realize is you don’t stop changing, and your mind can be reshaped in radical ways, you don’t have to be stuck in one mode of thinking… this is not advisable but i dealt with that problem by taking shrooms in a different context and revisiting those horrifying thoughts and came to a different understanding of it, it’s like i wasn’t prepared for certain insights first time around but after revisiting i realize it was my fear / reaction that fucked me up… anyway, sorry for dumping, i’m here if you want someone to talk to about it