Fuck me, I guess, what a terrible terrible night. One would think after struggling with too little sleep yesterday, I'd be sleepy, but no... I could not settle. I was tired, freezing, but anxiety was high... Eventually I snuck out to the extra bed & had a cry. And then I also wake up too early, leading to an additional hour of lost sleep again. I am anxious, tired & sad. And not ready for today. But shit needs to be solved at work or anxiety will just keep building.
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