Does anyone else feel violently ill for a couple to several hours everyday?

I feel so awful all the time. I've been cracking up for the last year and it's only getting worse and worse and worse.

I need help but nothing exists.

Why can't I be happy anymore?

I haven't been happy for so long.
I haven't been happy for so long.
I haven't been happy for so long.

I feel like I'm dying almost the time, and most of me has already done so inside. The pain is too much.