I am who I’ve always been. You’re just seeing the me inside coming out. The feelings I’ve always felt have been given words. And now that they have been spoken, there is no bottling them up again. I don’t know what the future holds. You say we will always be friends and you will always love me. And it sounds like you’re trying to say goodbye. I cried almost nonstop for a day. We yelled about how we were both hurting.

If I gave you an out. Now, without any blame or anger, would you take it‽ Those words I cannot voice. Because I’m afraid the answer is yes. I fear going through this change alone. I fear being judged by those who mean the most to me. I fear no one loving me the same again. I fear you stopped loving me a long time ago.

I am who I’ve always been. And I’m sorry I never told you sooner.

@NovaHellion Sending you virtual hugs! ❤️

“Change” can be scary, especially when you feel like you haven’t actually changed. Being true to yourself is a journey worth taking. Embrace the support around you, and remember, the ones who truly care will stick by you through it all.

Here is a quote I really like: "People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know exactly what to do." (1/3)

@NovaHellion Embrace the support around you, and remember, the ones who truly care will stick by you through it all. Those who don’t maybe are at the end of their season. It lasts for some time and brings you joy and growth. You might learn a lot from the relationship, but it eventually ends. (2/3)
@NovaHellion This quote reminds me people enter our lives for specific purposes, and when their role is fulfilled or the season changes, they may drift away. Sometimes important people in our lives have fulfilled their role and they drift away so someone else can help you in the next phase of your life. (3/3)