@russellt
I sometimes/often think I'm actually in a coma, in a hospital, in the SF Bay Area California, following a car crash (that my brain thinks I avoided) in 1988, forgotten by everyone after 35 years, with an occasional bored nurse checking my vitals to see if I'm still alive for company.
This is all in my head, and I'm having a bad coma-dream.
Trust your inherent nature. Where the world appears at odds, any non egoic resistance expresses and promotes love, beauty and wisdom.
The interplay of the struggle without, for freedom from oppression and injustice, is the same as the struggle within, for freedom from despondency and uffering. Free one (the one that you are) and you free each one. Each one freed frees I.
This is the energy source that helps you stay engaged with the apparent parallel world where nothing matters.