Been having really big death anxiety and existential dread feels. So much of the blatant transphobic laws, policies, and all of the hatred online and in my own city just make me feel deeply unsafe, anxious, and depressed.

And that's not even considering global warming, poverty, pandemics, civil war, and so much else to worry about too. The world just feels so bleak and overwhelming.

I don't want to be so afraid. I want to live a fulfilling life. I want purpose.