this is it.
goodbye art.
the reason is convoluted so I had to screenshot my thought process last night.

It's not been fun, and I doubt I will ever pick up a pencil again.
But now I can go on the right path eventually.

Sorry to everyone I disappointed, not like I care about external opinion.
If anything, I apologize to myself, for breaking a dream I knew wouldn't come true.

@Danku
I hope you're able to find something you enjoy, whatever that may be.
@KinkyKobolds Thanks, I'm sure I will, given enough time.