@ThisPlaceAgain
As an autistic person, I don't always know what to say, and afraid of saying something wrong too.
I do know the feeling of being unwanted or ignored.

Sometimes I make the mistake of thinking that I know what other people think ...because I am not them, and sometimes I make wrong decisions because of that.

There are so many bad people everywhere.
People have to earn my trust now, while that used to be the other way around. But never forget there are good people everywhere too.