


This happens to everyone.
Neurotypical included.
Well, I’m assuming I’m typical.
It’s happened to me…
Err…
@mo While I dont relate to this, I do have my own neurodivergencies that neurotypicals just dont understand.
"What are you thinking about?"
"Not jumping off this bridge"
"What? You want to jump?"
"No, I'm thinking about NOT jumping"
"Why?"
"Because I dont want to jump!"
"Then dont jump"
"Im trying!"

@mo I had one of these lately, partly because I didn't know where to start, and partly because I couldn't muster the focus to start it.
Turns out, someone was supposed to reach out to help me start it, dropped the ball, and I forgot about that.
Because it's exactly what I'm doing today. This minute. I've finally got a few days off to do stuff I need to do. Instead. I'm lying in bed thinking I should do it. But just thinking about doing it is too exhausting to actually get up to do it.