Turning off your feelings feels like a neat little PTSD life hack until you realise that you can't turn them back on again so easily

@Schnumn Is this why I couldn't cry for several years even when I felt like I needed to and wanted to? It drove me crazy... I needed to get it out but couldn't

I've dealt with a lot of my tramua now and holding crying back is damn near impossible again.

@freakinbox @Schnumn Ooh! Yep. This was me from 16 to 36 when I started HRT. Then the tears. It feels so much healthier!