This week, a bailiff stopped me and acted as though I was in the wrong place as I walked through a portion of the courthouse that is restricted to attorneys and judges.

I'm an attorney. I was wearing a suit and conducting myself just like every other attorney in that area.

This is not the first time that has happened. I can think of several other instances in various counties where courthouse security has assumed that my black skin means I must not be an attorney.

I'm tired of it.

#racism

@eric I’m honestly examining myself and wondering if at some point I would have reacted the same. We live in an area that is nearly 90% white and yet no one I knew talked openly about race in front of me until my 20s.

Not an excuse for this behavior on his part but I think it shows why white people need to have these kinds of conversations & address their biases. Thank you for sharing this story.

@Elizabeth_5 I appreciate that you're now part of the solution

@eric

Good message to pass on, not that I have many followers
Good luck

@eric I am sorry that this happened to you. Unfortunately, it reminded me of a similar incident I read about here in Aotearoa/NZ last year. This is systemic racism in action.
#Racism #SystemicRacism

https://www.thecoconet.tv/coco-talanoa/coco-news/top-samoan-lawyer-mistaken-for-criminal-defendant/

https://pacificmedianetwork.com/articles/pacific-lawyers-continue-to-face-discrimination-at-court-top-lawyer

Top Samoan lawyer mistaken for criminal defendant, stopped by court security — thecoconet.tv - The world’s largest hub of Pacific Island content.uu

by Mariner Fagaiava-Muller Tiana Epati spent four years as president of the New Zealand Law Society, but was held up by security when security wrongly thought she was one of the accused. The barrister and former crown prosecutor posted about the incident to her Instagram story on Monday. “So it finally happened. Got mistaken for a criminal defendant this morning when going to enter court,” she wrote. “Held up by security and asked for my name on the [court appearance] list.” “Thought I would include a selfie to show I was actually wearing one of my nicest suits too.

@shakespearenut That does not surprise me in the least. It is a systemic problem for sure. At least this time the bailiff didn't physically grab my arm as one did about 10 years ago

@eric What State did this happen in?

So sorry.

@MiaLis79 a rural county in Illinois

@eric That explains a lot.

I just sent you another post... I'm sure what goes on my town is not uncommon in rural areas. 😢 😱

@eric Forgot to add, I live in a small "rural" town & they only hire black people b/c of EO and/or affirmative action. We have very few black people in our town & 99% do not stay b/c they don't have relatives here & well... I'm sure you can figure out the rest.

I was shocked when I moved here & realized what took place, it's like silent #racism , not sure that's even a term. Sickening.

@MiaLis79 That seems to be a common thing in rural areas
@eric Any way you can move & be appreciated and respected as you should be? That has to be beyond frustrating. I have no words, it just angers me.

@MiaLis79 I appreciate that, but I can't move and wouldn't really want to anyway.

I can't because I've built a law practice, bought an office building, and have kids who are doing well in their (quite good) school here on the IL/IA border.

I'm originally from Chicago and while I miss the food and reduced racism, there are still more pros than cons about where I live now. Plus, I would rather address this issue than leave it unaddressed for the future.

Still, it is frustrating.

@eric Completely understandable.

Glad to hear your kids are doing great in their school, that puts a smile on my face.

I can relate to missing good food when you move to a rural area.

And, good for you for deciding to address the issue vs. leaving. However, frustration is prob an understatement. Keep at it though!!!

Personally, I feel racism will recede faster when more white ppl join w/Black-brown people to help end it.

@MiaLis79 I believe you are exactly correct. I'll go a step further to say that racism won't be fixed until white people see it as a problem that white people need to primarily fix

@eric Couldn't agree more!

I can't think of a quick analogy but one that comes to mind- Bullying won't end unless those who bully part ways w/the "top" bully and defend the child or adult who's being bullied.

@eric @MiaLis79 I think those white people will get right on it, after they fix the climate issue.
@eric @MiaLis79 I think your presence there is massively positive because even if your kids are the only non-whites in the school, they are associated with authority and professionalism. in other words whilst unquestionably, there is going to be some baggage, at least it is positive - you are the opposite of economic migrants.
eg. I hate the fact that there is an assumption that gardeners and nannies will be Mexican;  in fact many Mexicans run multinational businesses in the United States.
@eric @MiaLis79 I've heard of it happening in the UK. This sort of racism is deeply ingrained everywhere.
@eric that's bullshit man, so sorry you have to put up with that kind of crap.
@eric
It's a shame and a disgrace!
@eric I can't even imagine how wearing and grinding that must be.
@eric I'm with @SusanHR. The rot may go all the up, but pushing back will make more people aware faster.
@ecomaniac @SusanHR I did have to complain about another member of courthouse security about 5 years ago. They actually reprimanded the deputy for being a jerk to me without any cause or provocation. That deputy is still there and glares at me every time she sees me, which is fine with me because it tells me she recalls being reprimanded.
@eric So very sad. It wears on you.
@eric Some of the responses suggest this is a rural problem. It is not. My non- white colleagues in the metro Boston area experience this regularly including in cities that are majority non-white. And it includes non-white court officers acting this way. Racism is horribly ingrained. We need to do much, much better.
@eric I’m tired of it too.
@eric Here in Brazil we had lots of incidents like this too :(
@eric
Im betting this bailiff was white.
@eric I can not imagine the pain of living with that kind of discrimination.I am so sorry.
@eric This is uncalled for, whenever it happens. I wish there was a better system in place to address it. Who was the bailiff? White guy?
@hoofin This was a white woman bailiff
@eric She could just be an assh0le, or she could have been a bigoted assh0le. I live in Japan. And when you are the "other", sometimes it's a sixth sense that tells you that you are being screwed with.
@eric
I don't believe they actually thought that, unless they live in a cocoon. It's worse. They know there are Black attorneys, judges, doctors, business leaders, etc. They just don't like it. They pine for the days of Black folks "knowing their place." They take every opportunity to harass anyone who reminds them the world has been changing.
@eric unbelievable! I am so sorry you have to suffer this Eric.