God this is the WORST holiday season for me and I've been depressed for weeks. Been the poorest I've been during this season, had someone pass away, couldn't do MFF, and I'm in a VERY ROUGH financial spot. Sales are LACKING hard on Twitter (my main unfortunately) so I was JUST scraping by to get gifts for my partner only.
"Money doesn't buy happiness" is bullshit. This year was agonizing and If I sold a few more things I would be RELIEVED.