so I've had a macula related defect in my eyes weve monitored for years and there's a chance it's no longer stable so it's possible it'll affect everything I do. art, c0mmissions and social media and so on. really hope it won't be an issue but it can be serious. its untreatable.... it's everything I do. it's my existence. it's kinda worrying and devastating. hope it doesn't get worse... the uncertainty of worst case scenario is really hard to manage. I feel like I'm living on numbered days.

@keyokku Oh no... I really hope it doesn't get worse... *hugs* ๐Ÿ˜ข

Your art is lovely, I hope you can keep making it for a long time!!

@keyokku Don't let fear consume you. Humans are incredibly quick to adapt to new situations when forced. I wish you all the best, but I also want to give you strength. Even if it gets worse, you will adapt eventually. You will, after a while, accept it and move on.

It probably hurts to even imagine it. You don't have to. Right now, things are under control. Enjoy your life as it is right now. Carefully monitor your condition, but don't stress too much about it. I sincerely hope nothing will happen, but if it does, you will still be okay eventually.
@keyokku ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž Scary and sad... I really hope things don't get quite that bad for you anytime soon. Wherever life takes you, remember your friends and community are out here to support you when you need!
@keyokku I'm incredibly sorry to hear that. I really hope that it doesn't get worse ๐Ÿ™โ€‹
@keyokku hug!! i hope things stay stable, that doesn't sound so good ๐Ÿ˜ฆ we're thinking of you!!
@keyokku it runs in my family too ๐Ÿ˜ญ good they caught it early tho!