I used to turn to the bird to yell into the void when things went badly. Today was one of those days when things went terribly. I've cried, almost 🤮, and vented to friends. In the end, here I am in the comforting void. I messed up with bureaucratic crap and missed a huge opportunity. I would love to be able to move forward without looking back, but that's not me. Sigh.