someone: *doesn't give me the complete attention i want because of entirely reasonable and understandable circumstances*

me: okay i guess i'll go fuck myself then thanks

i don't get jealous/possessive of my bf with other girls at all cause i completely trust him

but i do get jealous and annoyed, angry even, with this one guy friend of his and i really don't know why. i think its bc i feel like this guy takes advantage of him. or maybe bc he feeds into my bf's habit of drinking too much and wanting to stay out way late when we're out drinking some nights. or idk bc the guy is japanese and gives my bf speaking practice and that's something i can't offer him?

idk idk there's some deeper introspection needed regarding this but i really don't like this part of myself and i wish i didn't feel this way whenever they hang out.
@thegudtam I know this is serious, but it made me think of Tommy & Henry in goodfellas.Lol/funny I recall my brother's gf being that way. She would sometimes get pissed even if he was right down the street at a buddy's house.But mainly bc he would say he would be gone a certain amount of time& almost always run over