@BadBoyEmbryCall

It’s was like a switch had been flipped, the growth of that need to learn, to see , to feel was like a fire that spread over the top of water. It was burning hot and yet if you stayed under the water beneath, there was safety.

But was there safety in this? How did I still feel like there was. Like this was the right place for me?

His kissing slowed, mine mirroring him. My lungs burning like that rest of me as I finally took in deep breaths. His hands weren’t holding me -

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as tightly, and mine were in his hair again. The kisses he placed on my lips were gentle, softer, and still it feed that fire in me.

I didn’t hear him at first. The pounding from our heart had been like drums that had found their rhythms together. But when his words sunk in. I slowly pulled back. Coming back to reality.

“Still real.” I didn’t dream, so he had to be real. This has to be real. And it occurred to me.

“That move should have cost you your hands… -

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It’s a good thing, in a woman of my word.” I’d promised not to punch him when he stepped back into my home.

@HotHeadSheWolf
the way her was beating in time with mine... it shouldn't be possible. I chuckled softly at her comment.

"I know..." My thumb swept along her jaw again. Her skin was so soft and yet I knew the strength that was beneath it. I had kissed Leah... I had pulled her body into mine and not been punched or laid out for it. "But it was partially your fault... you did point out that we can't break each other. And we all know my reputation for self-control."

My hand moved down the >

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< the side of her neck and I smiled.

"How can something feel so delicate... and belong to the strongest person you know?"

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Pulling back my eyebrow raised. He was saying 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 a lot tonight/ this morning..? Whatever time of day it was.

“You know and you still dared to go through with it? Do you have a death wish?” It’s the only reason I could contemplate for his actions.

My eyes closed, his hand on my neck sent that hum of energy shooting down me, and again I held my breath. This was astonishing, he was the first guy to touch me, where the coolness of his hand didn’t hit me first. -

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I didn’t need to gear myself up for it, or remind myself not to react to it.

“Wait…” I pulled back a little. “Did you just call me delicate? Because you know I could kill you for spending such rumours about me.”

But I knew what he meant, my hands slipped back down to his chest. He was fit, muscular, well put together. And yet there was this gentle side to his too.

@HotHeadSheWolf
"I'm starting to think I just might." I teased with another small laugh. "Just... curious." I licked my bottom lip and fixed my dark gaze on hers. I felt her go still when she held her breath.

Was it me that was making her feeling like this? I swallowed hard when she pulled back... knowing only too well what she was capable of, but I smiled. She was a woman of her word, like she had said.

"That's not exactly what I said." I whispered... lowering my voice as I dipped my >

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What was wrong with me? How was I Letting myself react to every touch from him, when I didn’t from anyone else?

My gaze remained on him, and I knew
I wasn’t going to say that line about Curiosity killed the cat, because we were anything but. I had been the same way, the question had just arose in my mind, I said the words, and he was the one to step up to test it.

When he leant into me again, that twist in my stomach tighten making sure that the fire in the depths of -

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My stomach was still alight. My throat bobbed and my breathing caught again, making me chastise myself. I had to get a grip here.

But this, with him. It wasn’t the same.

My hands slipped up, one curled into his hair and the other resting on his back.

“That’s something that has always been me.” Every his voice was causing my body and heart to react. “It’s just how I am made, and—“

The kiss to my throat made me loose my train of thought.

@HotHeadSheWolf
Her fingers were in my hair again and I felt a shiver wind it's way down my spine. She was so close that knew she would feel what it did to me and I wanted her to. I wanted her to hear the erratic sound of my heart sd my lips and tongue explored the places that made hers erratic too.

“The Spirits broke the mould when they made you, Leah.” I kissed her again deeper and with more need. My lips closed over the spot where I felt her pulse. Careful not the leave any her... >

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< not that it would last long enough to be seen. I had no desire to leave a mark on her, I wasn't laying a claim. I was opening myself up to her laying everything bare.

So was she, in her own tentative way. That was the only reason I was still here. “I knew there had to be a reason our paths were linked lately.” I kissed her jaw and worked my way towards her ear. “I've never felt anything else like this before,” I whisper and moved my hand over her clothes to rest above her >

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< heart.

I want to ask her if she had... But I knew that she would show me her answer her own way. It was like she was a sheet of music snd I had suddenly learned how to read it.

@BadBoyEmbryCall

My eyes flickered to the ceiling, I had to bite down on the inside of my cheeks to stop the sound building it’s way up, looking for escape to stop. I wasn’t one of those women who made those sounds. I wasn’t into feeding a mans ego. He should know where he stood without the need to have me show him.

But that was me being stubborn? Was it? Just because I’d not felt the need to let go before, was I trying to prove something to myself now?

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He wasn’t hiding them from me.

“Paths..?” I brought my mind back to his words. My head falling to the side without my thinking it. His lips, kisses, the closeness was making it difficult to think. The way my body started to melt into him, letting him know he was on the right path now.

I gasped as his attention fell on that sweet spot on my throat that send electrical bolts all the way to the depths of my core.

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Holding my hand outstretched towards him.

“You’re… this… I can’t think…” and I was used to thinking no matter the situation. I was always in control of my wits.

@HotHeadSheWolf
Her body seemed to ease against mine, and it was incredible... It was Leah, and she was letting of that constant self-control.

It didn't last long, but the moment had been engraved on my memory. It was stunning how I had been holding on to her tight but... When she jumped back, my muscles instantaneously reacted and let her slip away without any resistance. But I immediately felt the loss of her warmth.

I cleared my throat and dragged my hand through my hair. “You’re not >

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< the only one.” I fave a breathy chuckle... The closeness had left its mark on me too.

But get to say it was entirely different for me to. She was a planner... She thought through everything. “Okay.” I reached out and took her hand. “So let’s... Just sit then.” my gaze locked on hers and I pulled lightly on her hand just she knew I wanted her to sit next to me... But not trying to move her. “And think.”

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My eyes darted to the hallway, the windows and then back to him when he reacted out and somehow my fingers curled their way around his.

I was searching for my wolf, she was still radio silence. And I knew she told me I had to do this alone. But she’d never been this closed for this long.

I swollen down the sensation of… well… something, I wasn’t sure what it was. I wanted to being close to him, and run, and kiss him, and punch him for making me feel all these things. -

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I rubbed my free hand over my forehead trying to clear my thoughts, when he lightly tugged on my hand. And when I looked down at him, it was his deep brow eyes that took a hold. It felt like I was meant to be there, lost in them. I was myself with those eyes, because somehow those eyes had seen passed the walls.

“Hmm…” I stood there for a while before daring to step forward and take my seat next to him again.

“Thinking… thinking is good. Thinking of the path… we were -

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set… you… me… the evolution… you know about that… I know about that.”

This was the first time in my life I was saying what I was thinking, and I didn’t like it so I clapped my mouth shut.

@HotHeadSheWolf
She was flustered and I knew it shouldn't but made me smile.

But she sat down and fell silent I stopped. I knew that this was having a deep effect on her... She prided herself on having the answers or finding them when she didn't have them.

I let go of her hand but I didn't move away from her. “Leah... There's just the two of us here. We didn't need to figure this out right now. We can just...” I paused this really wasn't my strong suit... I wasng exactly known for being >

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When he let go of my head, I freed me to reaching out and pick up the glass of bourbon. Downing it in one, before I even dared to think about all this again.

“One step at a time, doesn’t give me my planning Embry.” I set the now empty glass back down before turning to face him.

It wasn’t a mistake to look at him, but it was so distracting. My eyes slipped to his lips, thinking about where they had been only seconds ago.

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And those had been in my hair. He’d had his hands in my hair and he was still alive.

“I’m not sure there are any right or wrong answers.” This made me scoff as soon as I said it. “The Great Wolf would be so proud.” I muttered. It was one of his lessons.

‘Don’t look for the answers, let them come to you.’

@HotHeadSheWolf
"Planning..." I repeated. Another thing I never did often. But I agree with her about there not being any right or wrong answer.

"Leah.." I said with a smile... "I'm not sure the great life concerns himself with things like this." Her eyes were on mine again and my heart stuttered. "I mean the big question here... is... what do you want to do with all of this? We can keep walking this path and see what happens... but if that isn't what you want then..." I paused and tried >

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< to think straight but with her eyes on mine. I got lost too easily.

"Those are two very different conversations." I knew what I wanted the do... walking away earlier tonight was hard. even though I knew it was what she wanted but I couldn't be selfish right now when she seemed to be so deeply rattled.

"But either way Leah... Everything will be okay."

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My mind stopped again when his heart did that thing again. I was nowhere near him; we weren’t doing anything, and his heart still shuttered a little?

I rubbed my forehead again while I listened, he was really talking sense. But when did that happen? “When did you start speaking this way?” I’d noticed it in Seattle. He was thinking more than he was letting on.

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“Two paths? There are so many more than just two paths Call.” But which one did I want? My hand flinched remembering what that feeling was when I hadn’t stopped him. Even when the Spirits had told me how to stop that pain, I thought I was doing the right thing for him.

“Call...” I took a step towards him and then stopped. “Do you still think that this… wasn’t something I wanted to do?” He’d said it a couple of times now, and I wouldn’t blame him if he was looking to run.

@HotHeadSheWolf
I knew she was right... but there was no way to cover every potential outcome. "I know Leah... this isn't going to be simple no matter what, but were jump ten steps with taking the first one." I knew I wasn't explaining this right... but if she let every potential scenario in she would spiral.

"No... maybe that thought entered my head for a moment... but I know that you make your own choices no matter what." I looked up at her again.

"And you certainly wouldn't lie when >

@HotHeadSheWolf < you told the same thing. But just because you wanted to... that doesn't mean you have to want it again. This is me and you... neither have all that much experience with the /After/ part of things. So... doesn't that make the biggest question whether or not this is something that you want again?"

She owed me nothing... I mean... I had crossed a few too many lines tonight. And I knew I shouldn't be putting this all on her shoulders, but I knew in my gut that I did want it. >

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Mow my mind was thinking about a million outcomes. He was right of course, but hearing it coming from his lips made it real. And I’d hit hard. What were we thinking?

𝘕𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 /𝘈𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳/ 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴. 𝘚𝘰... 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯?

“That’s… that why I said you needed to be protected.” I swallowed taking a few steps back from him. Giving him the distance he clearly needed-

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Turning away I stepped into the open window my eyes looking out to the new day, one that brought so many questions with it.

“We’ve both never done any of this. Do we even know how…” it was a whispered question one the air. Closing my eyes I let my elbows rest on the windowsill.

Did I feel something I couldn’t explain to anyone when he was around.. Yes. Did it make it right for me to be stood here and act upon it? I didn’t know.

Those words that had become my reason -

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For being were playing in my mind over and over again.

𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘬. 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘦.

This wasn’t sacrificing, this was hoping for more. Did I even have the right to want that?

@HotHeadSheWolf
“Don’t do that Leah.” I stayed where I was but my body was buzzing with the want the close the space she made between us. “I don't need to be proud tea any more than you do... And more importantly, I don't want to be.”

Spirits! I really wanted this... I wanted to do this with her. “All we need to know is how we feel.” I couldn't stay sitting still so I stood up and poured a health measure of the bourbon into my empty glass and knocked it back. I moved a to be the coffee >

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< table, just to try and sate the urge to be closer to her.

“Just be... Selfish for one minute. What do want to do right now?” I chuckled at my own words. That was like asking the sun not to rise. “You don't have to say out loud, just think about it. Not tomorrow or a week from now. What do you want right now?”

I thought about the same thing, and my stomach the same thing again. My fingers tracing the contours of her lips, learning the details of her face and then... I >

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I could hear his feet moving behind me, and from the sounds I could tell where he was and what was happening without needed to turn. I let my head drop a little between my arms with my eye remaining closed to the world.

He was asking me to not be me, okay that’s not what he was asking. But for me not to see the impact something like this would have on those around us was like asking me to change who I was in my eyes.

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