maybe it's just time to call it on this whole transition thing :( 5mo in and I'm barely closer to passing than when I started.

It's so demoralizing to see the photos on /r/transtimelines that it just *worked* for. Why doesn't it work for me?

@anaisbetts ❤️ you know this, but in case it helps to hear it from outside your head: you started for a reason, and the fact that it's taking longer than you want doesn't make you worse or wrong, it's just bodies being different. it feels like it's been a long time already but when you look back later you'll remember this as the comparatively short sucky part before the much longer better part.
@relsqui Thanks for the kind words, I hope that you're right