Why...

I used to love being a girl. Why do I suddenly enjoy being a boy again?

This isn't supposed to happen... All of my childhood dysphoria of gender roles... Was it all for nothing?

I'd settle for identifying in the middle, but I don't feel like I'm in an area that accepts that. Not everyone in the world is gonna be that considerate.

Why do I feel these things...

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@Jouigi Keep in mind that gender is a bit less static and binary than one may think. You don't have to be completely female or male, and no matter where you find yourself, whether it be as a binary gender or one of the many, many nonbinary identities, you're still just as valid.

I know it might be scary to reveal yourself in such ways, but at the least, just know that I'll be here to support you as far as internet interactions go ^^ And personally, I hold the opinion that if someone's going to get pissy with you over how you identify, I'm gonna borrow a saying I saw recently and say that they can go shag a cactus.

@frinkeldoodle I am...VERY scared to present myself as the middle of the spectrum. Not everyone in the world knows how to treat us. I'll be looked at as a freak no matter what I settle with. I can't win.