@cjwyoming My brother is gay, and he doesn't understand me identifying as pansexual, he thinks that it's the same as bi-sexual, because there are only two genders.

It's hard to have the conversation with him because he unintentionally invalidates my own identity and triggers me and I don't know how to word what I am saying the right way so he can understand what I mean.

I'm also borderline, so that may be part of my identity crisis. Inside I feel like a demon and a goddess at the same time.