fucks me up thinking about how i’m almost definitely over 1/4 of the way through my life
like, life just happens and i’m already here. and it’s just gonna keep happening til i’m not here. fucked up imo.
@pipsuxx I literally hate it <3
@seta whenever i think of it i’m always like omg life is actually meaningless wtf ??? and it just confuses me beyond belief
@pipsuxx maybe the true meaning was the meaning we created on the way, but like, genuinely
@seta that is what i have to believe. but also why am i wasting all my time on the internet in that case lmao

@pipsuxx I think you'll find talking to me is a Valuableâ„¢ use of yr time!

but srsly, I think if you genuinely feel it's a waste, then obv there are things that can be done. but I think liasing with lovely humans and trying to collectively create meaning and connection in a world of horror is intrinsically valuable

@seta yeah, you’re right. it’s hard to balance the constant insistence that The Internet Is A Waste Of Time when actually it’s my major social and supportive network (and has been for a large part of my life). plus it brings babes like you into my irl, which i can only ever be extremely grateful for.
@pipsuxx ^______^ we should hang out again someday! when you're not drowning in work and stuff <3
@seta i would really love to!! life is ridiculous at the moment but hopefully things will calm down in the relatively near future (ie when my diss is in)
@pipsuxx I'll be here when they do <3 gonna go bedwards, n'night lovely one