fucks me up thinking about how i’m almost definitely over 1/4 of the way through my life
like, life just happens and i’m already here. and it’s just gonna keep happening til i’m not here. fucked up imo.
@pipsuxx I literally hate it <3
@seta whenever i think of it i’m always like omg life is actually meaningless wtf ??? and it just confuses me beyond belief
@pipsuxx maybe the true meaning was the meaning we created on the way, but like, genuinely
@seta that is what i have to believe. but also why am i wasting all my time on the internet in that case lmao

@pipsuxx I think you'll find talking to me is a Valuableâ„¢ use of yr time!

but srsly, I think if you genuinely feel it's a waste, then obv there are things that can be done. but I think liasing with lovely humans and trying to collectively create meaning and connection in a world of horror is intrinsically valuable

@seta yeah, you’re right. it’s hard to balance the constant insistence that The Internet Is A Waste Of Time when actually it’s my major social and supportive network (and has been for a large part of my life). plus it brings babes like you into my irl, which i can only ever be extremely grateful for.
@pipsuxx ^______^ we should hang out again someday! when you're not drowning in work and stuff <3
@seta i would really love to!! life is ridiculous at the moment but hopefully things will calm down in the relatively near future (ie when my diss is in)
@pipsuxx I'll be here when they do <3 gonna go bedwards, n'night lovely one
@pipsuxx amor fati, we are fated to live for a while until we don't, an a.ount of time that is both way more than we could hope for and nowhere close to enough, and what can you do but love it