My guru and patron goddess...
AKILANDESHVARI is pronounced as ‘Akilan – Anda –Esvari’ meaning ‘Universe – Ruler – Goddess’. But the word ‘Akhilanda’ essentially means “never not broken.”
This purports that Akhilandesvari is the Goddess of ‘Never Not Broken’. In other words She is the ‘the always broken Goddess.
This is a double negative and it would appear that even in Her name the Goddess is broken down.
She is the Goddess for times of disarray. Her Vahana (riding animal), the crocodile is symbolic of the fear that resides in us, which need not weaken us but transform us and be transformed by us.
Akhilandeshvari gains strength and beauty by constantly breaking apart and coming together again.
Akhilandeswari teaches us that there is nothing wrong in being broken, that in actuality, sitting in pieces is not a bad thing after all. Thoughts of togetherness and completeness are only illusions which we cling for comfort. This illusion of comfort certainly does not save us when things fall apart.
Akhilandeswari teaches us that we are to pick up the pieces and move ahead. Her lesson is simply this: even that new whole, that new, colourful, amazing groove that we create, is an illusion. It means nothing unless we can keep on breaking apart and putting ourselves together again as many times as we need to.
We are already “never not broken.” We were never a consistent, limited whole. In our brokenness, we are unlimited.
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